09 January 2024

A Christmas present to keep me frustrated.

 On Christmas morning when we all sat down to start opening presents  we would just pick one at random, if the person who had given the present didn't want it opened at that point in time they would simply say "not that one! pick another".

This was the case when I went to open the present in the plain wrapper (it's the 8th of Jan and it still hasn't been opened and taunts me from the dining table!!).  I was told to leave that parcel and picked up a smaller rectangular box.  Once the christmas paper was off, the box was plain white and I proceeded to open it up.

I lifted the contents out and looked at the black object and then looked at Madam with a quizzed look.

"What is it"

Is it a small accordian?

  "Take one of the end caps off"

With the end off it was now very clear that it was a fleshlight sex toy, with a vagina at one end.

I gave Madam another quizzical look, while I didn't say the words "but I'm in chastity?" was as probably written all over my face as I looked at her.

"You already have a dildo that you refer to as 'Master', that you take with you when you go on work trips.  Well I thought it would be appropriate that you have a travel toy that you can call 'Mistress', you can use both toys to practice on while you are away."

"Will you let me have my key for when I'm on the road then?"

"Oh no Dear! you misunderstand, I want you to use it to keep up to speed with your Oral skills, Just as you do with the Master Dildo."  Madam further explained "Besides, even if you were unlocked you will barely manage to get into it!"
No entry for caged clitties.


I must have blushed with that statement as I certainly was embarrassed by it and it wasn't helped with Sir having a chuckle to himself at Madam's comments.

So there you have it my wife gave her husband a fleshlight sex toy so that he can keep up his oral tongue skills when away from her.  

A frustrating and humiliating but very thoughtful gift.  I love my Madam Wife.


06 January 2024

Christmas Presents and Surprises.

Happy New Year to everyone from a rather wet and soggy Buckinghamshire, we  have survived the festive period and this weekend is getting the house back in order after having had a steady stream of guests.

I do have to apologise as I had planned to get a blog post published before Christmas but both Madam and Sir succumbed to the flu/ colds that were going around so for almost 2 weeks I was busy being maid and nurse maid.  It was almost getting to the point where I would have to paint a big cross on the front door to indicate that we were a plague house! Just in case there was a plague doctor passing!

Thankfully everyone was back to full(ish) health by christmas eve.  

This christmas would see us being a bit more busy with friends coming to stay at various times.  Sir normally leaves us on Christmas eve so that he can spend christmas with his daughters, that wouldn't be the case this year as they has other plans, one with his ex wife and his oldest girl would be with her Boyfriends parents.  So we would be hosting Sir though to the wednesday (27th).

Then on the evening of the 27th we then had Carol and Kerri arrive to stay with us until the 2nd of January. And our final guests were Ellie and David who arrived on the 1st and stay with us until Tuesday (2nd) evening.

It was really nice to have everyone stay with us and there have been some really interesting things occur and I'll cover some of the main points and the hope is that I can then do some separate blog posts about some of the things/ activities that we got up to as probably deserve some more detail that this post would allow for.

With Sir staying longer than usual I had come to the conclusion that I would not be getting unlocked for christmas, not that I have a right to expect it, it is just that over previous years Madam has graciously allowed me to be uncaged for a period often being unlocked just prior to Sir leaving on Christmas eve.  I now had the hope that I may become unlocked on the 27th when Sir would be leaving us.

For all of the 23rd, Christmas Eve and the start of Christmas day Madam required me to be in Sissy Maid dress.  Christmas Eve was spent wrapping the last of the presents and also preparing as much as we could for Christmas day, so that we could work on minimal effort on the day and focus on enjoying the day, making merry and relaxing.

When Christmas morning Arrived it would appear that we had all been good Boys and Girls (and sissy cuckold) as Santa seemed to bring a whole mix of presents for us.  There was the usual mix of biscuits and chocolates, toiletries (perfume, bubble bath, shower cremes etc) and and a few other items.  There were a few items for each of us that were definitely related to our lifestyle.  Madam got some lingerie and hosiery from both Sir and myself which is not really a surprise I suppose!  

For me the main gifts were
  • A pair of black sheer trousers, while these were not the specific type that Madam had been looking for, but they are very nice and you can see what is being worn underneath.  (I'll do a seperate post on them).

  • Madam gave me a strap on harness with dildos with the view to adapt it to meet a task that I had to complete. (a crafting project!)
  • A rather humiliating sex toy from both Madam and Sir for me to take with me whenever I'm away from home (This will get it's own post).
  • Sir had in previous years given me a very sissy set of underwear to wear, this year he went further and gave me a "Cuckolded Husband" outfit that I would be required to wear on his direction and particularly when I would be required to be in the bedroom with him and Madam.  I had to go and change into this outfit once the presents were all opened and it was the outfit that I wore for the rest of Christmas day and boxing day.  (Madam wants this as a separate post, all I can say at the moment is "very pink!")
  •  A box wrapped in plain red, non christmas, wrapping, this was from Madam and I was told that I was not allowed to open this until after all our guests have left and only once directed by Madam.  It currently sits unopened on the dining room table.  I'm not sure if I should be curious or worried about what is in/ lurcking in the red wrapping?  I have a real element of both emotions at the moment every time I look at the box.
  • What I thought was the last present was a big envelope, when I opened it, it contained 5 white envelopes.  Each envelope has a date on it and Madam explained that this was a gift of activities and tasks.  Each of the dates is a Monday over January and February and are not to be opened until the allotted time.  Each of the tasks will be outlined in the envelope, with instructions and conditions and where appropriate a completion date.  Judging from Sir's reaction he either knows what the tasks are or had a hand in their creation.  The first task envelope gets opened on this coming Monday (8th January).
  • Madam left the room and came back with a small jewelry box with a pink ribbon on it and handed it to me.  I was told to open it as it had a surprise for me.  
I opened the box and inside was a key - a chastity key!  Mine?

I stared at it and then looked at Madam.  She smiled at me and simply said "Well?"

I blurted out "Thank you", I really didn't expect to be given my key.

"Do you want to try it?"
"Yes, please. Thank you Madam. Can I?" I got a nod and a big smile from Madam

I raised my skirt and petticoats and pushed down the front of my satin knickers and exposed my caged clittie and slid in the key.

The key would not turn, I took it out and tried again, but no change, it would not turn the lock.

Sir and Madam, burst out laughing and I was told to stop trying before I broke the key in the lock.

I must have looked frustrated and looked at Madam with a look of "I don't understand?"

Madam smiled at me, "It isn't your key, dear, It is the spare key for kerri's chastity!  You will be her key holder for the duration of her time here, you can unlock her any time you want, but my guess is you'll unlock her at the first opportunity you both get, you pair of tarts!  The only condition is that you must lock her back up before Ellie and David arrive."

While I was disappointed with the key not being for my chastity, this really was my best present and Madam was correct I would be unlocking kerri at the earliest opportunity once she arrived!

"billie, you are going to stay caged for the next 7 weeks, I'm sure you'll manage, I'm going to unlock you on Valentines day, I promise. It will give you something to look forward to."

Wednesday 14th February is now marked on the kitchen calendar as "😊Unlocking day". Yes something for me to look forward to, considering I've been caged since the summer (with supervised unlockings for shaving and hygiene). Don't get me wrong I (perversely) enjoy being caged for my Madam, but I also look forward to being unlocked for her as well.

With all the presents opened (well those that were allowed to be opened), I was sent to get changed into my new outfit and we settled down to have a christmas day of eating, drinking and making merry in our very particular way.  In a follow on post I'll explain about my new outfit and how it was used on Christmas Night and also on occasions going forward.

We all had an enjoyable Christmas Day and Boxing Day, while mine included a lot of humiliation and frustration, I wouldn't change it for the world.  Added to which I had the key to my gurlfriend's chastity cage and she would arrive very soon, that was something for me to look forward to!

More to follow!  



  


 

28 November 2023

Why Do I Hate my Husband? - Fake News!

 From Madam Alice

The title of this post may well have caught your eye, it comes from several emails and Direct Messages that we get via the blog site or other social media sites/ profiles.  Both billie and myself enjoy getting comments and feed back from the posts that we create and as for some of the emails they help to spark my imagination when I think up plans for some of our activities that we do, which in turn helps to create the posts that we write - no we don't do requests.

Quite a few of the emails will come with a question or with something that an individual wants to ask but doesn't want to put into the open forum or comments, and that is fine by us.  We may choose to answer back by email or DM, or as in this case create a blog post with the answer. 

A question that appears quite regularly is about the state of our Marriage and if I am punishing billie for being a bad husband/ misogynist/ wife beater/ adulterer etc.

The simple answer is NO, I am not punishing billie. He has never done anything wrong to me, except perhaps try too hard to please me.  I could not ask for a better husband, partner and lover.

He has never raised his fist against me and only on a very rare occasion has he raised his voice- and when he does it is normally with good cause, in that respect he is very good at being my conscience when I'm about to do something that I might regret.

To the very best of my knowledge he has not been unfaithful to me - now that may sound really strange considering the relationship that we have with John, Carol and kerri, but if you follow the blog you know that all of these relationships involve both of us, together.

So, there is no punishment in the relationship.  Yes we do spanking and a bit of whipping and paddling, but that is consensual between both of us, it is a kink.

Our whole FLR is a mix of kink, consensual empowerment, consensual submission, a formal structure to help protect my husband from his destructive self and most important to ensure that we have strong relationship.  It works for us and as such we both contribute into it and feed from it.

If billie came to me and said he wanted this to stop then it would stop because it cannot work without both of us being willing partners to this.  And that is the important part, if I was punishing billie and forcing him to be the submissive, forcing the humiliations on him then it simply would not be a FLR - a Female Lead Relationship.  I would not be leading, I would be forcing, and it would not be a real relationship.

The real headline is that I don't hate my husband, I love him so very much and he is my equal and partner.  My Dominance is balanced by his submission.

Hopefully that answers the question.





    

16 November 2023

A Present and a Sore Bottom

 Last week saw everyone having a busy week with work.  I had a couple of days on the road and a short trip into London for an afternoon to meet up with one of my work contacts to give him a brief on one of my recent jobs. but each evening had me back home.

Alice on the other hand was away for 3 days at a workshop  at her head office in London, her company arranged hotel accommodation as it worked out cheaper than everyone travelling back and forth from their homes and losing part of their working day.

While she was in London she took the opportunity to do some shopping and one of the items that she picked up was a present for me.  

I wasn't aware of this gift until Sunday afternoon when Madam told me to join her in her bedroom and I was presented with a long glittery box with a ribbon closure.  I was told to open it.

Inside was a new black dildo, complete with a set of balls and a suction base.  I lifted it out and immediately realised that this was certainly thicker in girth than the other ones.

Madam pointed out that this one was 9 inches in length and to use her phrase "a bit thicker for you."  the other concerning thing that I noticed was that it has a lot more ridges, lumps and bumps.

The new present next to my foot for size
Madam pointed out that the new toy would also fit in her strap on harness and that it was her plan to try it out later that evening, once Sir had gone home.

I was told that I should take my new toy to my room and "try it for size" and see how I would get on with it.

Well the test run with the new toy was the following:

  • Yes it is bigger that my other toys.
  • Yes the ridges and bumps to add to the feel as it goes in and out of my hole.
  • It does make me gasp, especially once it is all in.
  • The last 3 inches are thicker and I needed to go very slow with that part as it does stretch me out.
  • You know when you get to the bottom 3" as I can feel that slight insert/kink in the length and it gets more difficult and uncomfortable from that point onwards.

So after a bit of work and plenty of lube I could take the full length of my new friend, but the last 3" were definitely not taken at any sort of pace.

Having had a bit of fun training with my new toy, I thought that I would be ready for the evening's activity with Madam.  Well that is not quite the way that it went.

Madam's strap on is a 7" smooth anal dildo that she has added a textured cock sheath to increase it to 8" and to increase the girth.  This is the toy that Madam likes using on me and from my point of view it is a good and fun toy.


 However, as you can see from the photo, there is a slight difference in length and definitely a difference in the girth. Madam informed me that her reason for selecting this toy when she shopped was having seen all the lumps and bumps on the monster dildo that Poppet Subslut has -  the tentacle - Poppet's double stuffing

Thankfully Madam didn't decide to copy everything as the Tentacle would split me in two - and don't listen to Poppet when she says that that beast is easy to take, as my dear friend is such a size queen!

As it was Madam had fitted the new toy onto the harness and I was told to apply some KY to my sissy hole and to lean over the end of the bed.

I asked Madam if she would go easy at the start as the last 3" may cause me a problem, Madam's reply was that she wanted to see how well I would cope with the extra girth and what type of noises she would get out of me!

Well, Madam wasn't gentle and I squealed quite a lot when the lower part of the dildo is pushed in and out of my hole repeatedly at a number of different paces.  Also it had me leaking quite a bit once Madam go into her stride!
Madam continued to fuck me for about 45 minutes, in a number of different positions.  All with the same results, the first 6 inches were easy to take and all of the bumps and ridges played havoc with my prostate, but the girth of the lower part certainly had me stretched, and there was times when Madam was quite relentless in the abuse and stretching of me.

Once Madam had finished with me, we were both in a bit of a state, both physically tired out and I had my emotions shot to hell, added to which my stretched hole was quite sore from the abuse.  We both lay on the bed and just cuddled together until such a point that we had both calmed down.

Monday morning found me being very careful in my choice of knickers for the day as I wanted something soft and light to wear as my sissy bottom hole was still rather tender.  As I kissed Madam off to work that Morning her parting words to me were that I clearly need more practice with the new toy.  I have a feeling that it will now be quite a regular play thing for both Madam and myself, and I suspect that I may have a few more mornings to look forward to with a slightly tender ass hole.





30 October 2023

Update on a number of activities and plans

 From Madam Alice.


After having enjoyed our short holiday it was back into work again for both of us .  I'd say that we both needed our break away and Northern France is very nice.  we were lucky with the weather and really made the most of the trips out and about.

We stayed in a variety of locations and also a number of different types of accommodations, and the plan is that we will definitely go back again but perhaps be a little bit more selective about where we stay on the next visit.

As billie mentioned in his post about the holiday we had quite a bit of fun and also most a rather embarrassing moment at one of our over night stays. 

We booked into an apartment in a small country house and the way it was described was that we had a very lovely bedroom, an fantastic bathroom and a downstairs lounge complete with a lovely leather sofa that I could immediately see myself draped across as my submissive husband knelt and orally pleased me.

Well that was the plan anyway.  Long story short after we both had a lovely shower together I slipped on my heels some light make up and my silk robe I went down stairs to get ready to "Lounge" while my sissy husband dried off and got dressed in his new pink babydoll outfit.

I was just getting comfortable when I heard the outer door open, at which point I sat up just in time to see the door of the lounge open and the owner of the Country House step in with another Couple.  I quickly got up making sure that my robe was closed and tried to casually get behind the leather couch.

I was introduced to the couple as people who had made a last minute booking of the other apartment in the house.  The owner proceeded to tell us that the lounge was shared between both of the apartments and that she hoped that we would all be comfortable for the night.  she took the couple out of the room to show them their bed room and bathroom area. 

I quickly headed back up the stairs just in time to stop billie at the top of the stairs and ushered him back to the bedroom.

If they had arrived 10 minutes later I dread to imagine what they would would have seen, probably me with my legs wrapped around my husbands head and billie's pink clad bottom with his chastity cage on full display!

once I finally calmed down it made both of us laugh at our near miss!

a few weeks ago I asked for help to try and track down a set of sheer trousers/ joggers/ pants.  All of you provided me with some excellent ideas.  We looked at some of the Amazon options, but the best options were in the US and unfortunately they either would not ship to the UK or the cost was just too much.  There was a few European options, most were cut in a boot leg style.  As it was we found a UK seller of this type of trousers and also a seamstress that would modify the trousers to have elastic at the bottom of the leg to create the Jogging bottom style that I wanted.

2 pairs were ordered, one a size 12 and the other a size 18 - I should need to say this but the 18 was for billie!  


A week later the trousers arrived and I opened the package and with the first pair got them out and tried them on, these were extremely tight, to the point that I didn't want to force them up over my bum incase I tore the material.  being slightly annoyed that the 12 didn't fit I took them off and decided to have a look at the size 18 pair.  having took them out of the pack it was clear that these were even smaller than the ones that I had tried on!  Checking the original pair I found the label that stated that they were size 18 - I appreciate that I have a bit of a bum but there was no way that these were an 18 or a 12!

Having contacted the seller it appears that the whole stock that he had of these were wrongly sized.

So we are still looking for something appropriate and that will fit my bum!   

Since coming back from holiday we have both been looking to work out what we want to do for Christmas.  The view is that we want to have Carol and kerri come up to be with us for a few days, failing that we would go to them. 

Having discussed it with them they will come to us on the morning of the 29th December and stay until the 2nd or 3rd of January.  After all of the dramas and issues earlier in the year, Carol seems to be well on her way to being back to normal and we are both really looking forward to having them come and stay.  I'm sure there will be lots of fun and making merry between all of us.  While I could say that we'd have the spare room made up ready for them to stay at any time , but that would be a lie, as I'm hoping that they would be quite happy making use of sharing my bed room and billie's room.

Traditionally we normally go and see my family after boxing day until the 30th, but this year we don't plan to do nearly so long, even to the point that we may just go up for the day and come back.  However we do want to go and spend time with Ellie and David.  I usually talk to Ellie at least once a week either by phone or by skype video, but we haven't been to see them for a couple of months.  

Part of me wants to invite them down for the new year, and Carol certainly wants to meet them, but as billie has commented we're not quite sure that they are ready to meet Mistress Carol and her Maid kerri, or for that matter to fully find out about what our sleeping arrangements would be.  I think the thought of David being exposed to his Mistress Ellie and 2 other Mistresses may just be a step too much for the poor boy.  So we may just go up for a couple of days and stay with Ellie and David and then invite them down for a weekend in the New Year.  The view is that we probably want to introduce them to our world in small manageable chunks.

I'll end here as I think I have brought you upto speed with our plans and some of the escapades that we have been upto.  I hope that you are all keeping well and in good health, 

29 October 2023

Please lock me up and give Sir the Key!

On my weekly review night on Thursday the 19th October I stood before Madam's desk, having given my report on the things that I considered that Madam needed to know where my performance had been less than the high standards that she expects or that I wanted to achieve.

As normal Madam noted down where I had picked things up that she had not.  Madam then informed of the points that she had picked up and then she informed of what punishments/ corrections would be allocated.  I acknowledged my shortfalls and my punishments were fully justified and appropriate.  20 hand spankings, 12 with the paddle and 20 minutes corner time.

As I finished my corner time, having stood there for 20 minutes with my knickers slowly dropping from my knees to ankles and having held the rear of my skirt up while Madam sat at her desk  doing what ever Madam normally did when I stood in my punishment corner with my nose to the wall, Madam ordered me to pull up my knickers and to stand in front of her desk again.

"You've had quite a few emails from 2 of your friends this week haven't you?"

"Yes Madam"

Madam has full access to my gmail account and often has a look to see what I'm unto and to make sure that I was replying to emails  in a timely fashion.

"You and your little tart friend have been getting quite carried away with each other from what I can see, judging from your reply's to each other, you have been getting quite excited with each other's replies.  Is this the case?"

"Yes Madam, sorry Madam."

"I don't mind too much, but you didn't bring this to my attention, did you Dear? and you didn't put this in your report book either to discuss this evening, Did you?"

"No Madam, Sorry Madam"

"Well we'll have make sure you pay a penance for such misbehaviour.  I'll give it a thought and we'll deal with this at the weekend, now off you go and get on with your chores."

I was dismissed and headed to the kitchen to deal with the dishes from the evening meal.

The thing that had me thinking was that as the punishment was being deferred to the weekend I made the assumption that Madam would get Sir to administer what ever the punishment would be.

Saturday morning found things as busy as normal, Sir had come over as usual on the Friday evening, everyone was up for a breakfast downstairs at the dining table.  Sir had to go into work for the morning as his company is preparing for a new contract so he wanted to check that things were ready for the start on Monday.  He would be back later in the afternoon and his plan was to take Madam out for a few drinks that evening.  

As Sir left, I cleared the table, still trying to think when I would be getting my punishment from him.  My best guess would be that it probably be done just before they went out this evening, probably so that I would have to drive the car with a sore bottom as I drop them off at the pub of their choice.

With the table cleared and the few plates washed, I was starting to put the last few things back in the cupboard when Madam casually asked if I was currently plugged?

"No Madam, not at the moment".

"That's fine, go pop one of your metal plugs in and take off the skirt and blouse and and join me in the lounge."

Well, with that type of offer you don't hang around!

when I returned Madam was just positioning one of the dining chairs in the middle of the room facing the TV and she indicated for me to come and sit down.  Just as I was about to sit she stopped me and told me to take off my panties.

As I sat down Madam pulled up another chair and placed it next to me and she sat down next to me.

"Now, we are going to have a little bit of Mistress and sissy fun since John is going to be away for a little while.  I'm going to let you out of your cage, but there are 2 rules you must not touch yourself and you are not to cum.  If you start to get close to cumming you must tell me. Do you understand?"

I nodded quickly and gave a verbal - Yes Madam!

Madam leaned forward kissed me and produced the key to my cage.  (I had managed to get the key back from Sir the previous weekend after it had been passed to him prior to our holiday.)

Madam unlocked the cage and carefully removed my little clit from the caged and pushed it back a little so that the back ring could also be removed.

Madam was starting to fondle my clittie and leaned in again and gave me another kiss, longer this time and slowly worked her tongue into my mouth.  The kiss was held between us and she continued to play with my small penis which was slowly starting to have the life brought back into it.

"I thought we would look at some of our holiday photos together."  with that she picked up the TV remote and pressed the source button and then scrolled down to USB.  Four file folders appeared on the screen each numbered. She selected file 1 and then the thumbnails started to appear but she pressed menu and selected slideshow.

The screen filled with a picture of Alice posing next to the car at the Euro Tunnel terminal in her skirt and blouse.

"Do you remember what colour knickers I was wearing Dear?"

"You weren't wearing any Madam."

Madam was slowly stroking me, starting to bring life back into my clittie and allowing it to slowly increase in size .

The next image came up and it was of me in my satin and tights travelling underwear.

"Ooh, I do love that outfit on you, very sissy and very submissive", she leaned in and whispered"I just love the way your chastity is so exposed and your hole is so available."

"what did I do to you when we got to the hotel that evening?"

She had increased the pace on my slightly firm little penis.

"fucked me Madam."

"What were you wearing?  how did I fuck you?  Tell me Dear?"

"I was wearing that underwear, Madam, You fucked me with your strap on."

"Yes I did, didn't I, you do moan like a girl when you are fucked in your sissy hole, don't you dear?"

I answered yes and Madam kept the grip on my clit but slowed the pace back down again.  The photo now changed to one of Madam wearing a bra, suspender belt with stockings and her strap on.

The questions began again, all while Madam continued to stroke and wank my clit.  The questions would range from what are you wearing and more humiliating questions "You don't look very Manly in that photo in a pink baby doll do you dear?  What do you look like? Yes dear very much the sissy"

Photo change, "Oh look Dear, its you practising cock sucking on the dildo, isn't it?  How many Blow Jobs did you have to give John to get the chastity key back? that's right 6, one for everyday we were away."

Madam's hand pressure and pace went up a gear, particularly when she was asking the humiliating questions.

The photos kept changing every 30 seconds and Madam kept up the barrage of questions and humiliations.

At one point I moved my arms and hands "No dear, put them back, remember no touching.  Leave it to me I know what I'm doing, Besides this is good quality intimacy between wife and husband, Mistress and her submissive, isn't it?"

I put my arms back and started to close my eyes and she kept the pace up on my now swollen little clittie.

"No, No, No, keep you eyes open and on the screen"

We were going back through the images again and I could start to feel things building.

"Madam, I'm getting ready...."

she slowed the pace and loosened the pressure.

She pressed pause and let me calm just a little.  As things started to subside, she pressed play again and and we were off again.  The same cycle of verbal humiliations and questions, building up the arousal and then easing back.

We had gone through the pack of photos probably about 3 times when she stopped and decided that we should pick something different.

File 2 were photos of women with well endowed men. as I found out mixed in with these were the occasional photo of Madam with Sir.  These sets of photos brought lots of humiliating questions about why I was cuckolded, why it was important for Madam to have a suitable and capable lover, and so on and so on. 

Again Madam continued with the humiliating questions or statements as she skilfully continued to edge me.  Depending on the photo it might be a fast pace or slow, tight pressure or light pressure.  

These photos tended to result in comparison of size, girth and strength of erection.  all things that I didn't have, but she continued to wank me, increasing my humiliation and that in its self may well have been sustaining my poor effort to try and be hard.

We went through this photo set a couple of times and on a couple of occasions Madam had to stop or slow down so that I didn't cum.

Madam moved on to the 3rd folder of pictures.  These were a real mix of photos, some where lingerie photos, some just panties, some about cuckolding.  Again Madam continued the verbal humiliation questions all the time stroking at me.  I realised that these were all photos that a friend had emailed to me over the last couple of months, (S)he finds interesting images or images that she thinks I would like and adds them to the emails, as a way of keeping my morale up.  Here I was sat in a chair now being ever so erotically tortured by them.

We had been going now for well over an hour and I was desperate to orgasm, I don't now how many times I had come close, each time Madam backed off just enough.  My clittie wasn't anywhere near as firm as it had been before and it was starting to become a little bit sore with the constant friction.

Madam decided to select file 4.

"Oh you're going to love this set, it's from your tarty friend, she does like having fantasies involving you doesn't she?  I wonder if Kerri should know?"  and with that the slide show starts.

I tell Madam that I do keep kerri updated to my emails, to which Madam told me that she knows and she was just teasing me.

As the photos appeared Madam continued her working of my clittie, always giving a commentary and asking questions.

"You like this photo, don't you? I know you do? Its the stockings and basque, isn't it?"

"The sissy looks like butter would melt when you see the top half, but where did she say she wanted your tongue? Oh yes, deep in here arse..."

On and on, as the next orgasm started to build, I let Madam know and she slowed.  I asked if we could finish or if she could use some lube on my clittie and her hand?

"Sorry dear, you've not seen all of the photos in this set yet, and as for some lube, I don't think so.  I think we can go again you seemed to have calmed down again."

And once more my tormentor started her verbal and physical assault on me.  The edging was now starting to mess with me in a big way and my poor clit felt that it was being rubbed raw.  I nearly came 3 more times and each time I started to beg more for either for Madam to stop or to use some lubricant.

The photos where now on the 3 showing and Madam told me to start to beg her to stop, all while still wanking my little sore penis.

" Please Madam, please will you stop?"

"Please Madam!"

"alright but it will cost you.  You have a choice you go back into chastity until Christmas and John keeps the key or you go into chastity until the end of January and miss out on being released during our time together and when Carol and kerri visit before new year?"

Madam was still abusing my clittie.  The choice was a no-brainer, Chastity to Christmas.

"Chastity to Christmas please Madam."

"Beg and ask for all of it?"

"Please Madam, would you please lock your submissive back in chastity until Christmas and give the key to Sir, Please Madam?"


"Agreed, you obviously don't want to miss out on Christmas treats do you dear?" She was chuckling at that.

She was right, regularly I get unlocked at Christmas for a few days and also we have invited Carol and kerri to come and stay with us for New Year, and I have a bit of a hope that I might be allowed to be uncaged while they visit. 

She stopped and told me to stay seated and not to touch anything.  She stood up and walked out of the room.  I spent my time catching my breath and just calming down.

She came back with a bowl of water, a cloth and some cream.  I was given a bit of a clean up as while I didn't orgasm there was a bit of leakage.  Madam applied some cooling cream to the red skin, which helped really quickly.

Madam told me to come and join her on the couch and we had a bit of time kissing and cuddling together.  I was told that I could stay uncaged until 2pm and then I would be back in chastity - in the small cobra until tomorrow when Madam would do a check on the skin and if things looked alright I would be back into the Nano cage again - until Christmas.

Madam pointed out that she would do another check on my skin on Monday and all being well I would be expected to go to Sir's work and drop off the key.

"Oh by the way, to get the key back for Christmas you'll need to arrange popping over to visit John each week and earn the key back.  I think you know how to do that, don't you billie?"

"Yes Madam." 

08 October 2023

Our holiday trip away to France

 We recently went on a long over due break.  Madam and myself realised that we hadn't had a holiday for over 3 years.  With all the turmoil that I've had this year it dawned on us that we just needed a short break for just the 2 of us.

We decided that we would take a short trip to Northern France.  the plan was to go for 7 days but fate intervened and we ended up with 6 days, none the less it was a lovely break and the addition of an Indian Summer meant that we generally had some lovely weather.


The break was just going to be myself and Madam, Sir would be back in the UK and probably making the most of the rest from Madam's demands on him.

Madam did all the planning and bookings for the trip.  I just had to book the crossing via the Channel Tunnel, which we have never used before.

However things were not going to be plain sailing for me.  I was required to travel caged and also wearing suitably sissy lingerie.  Sir set the requirements on what I had to wear when travelling to and from the UK.

I was to wear my short black satin cami top with it's sissy bows, satin open crotch bloomers and my open crotch tights.  Sir's view was that if stopped by customs it would help to explain why I was in a chastity cage.

To add to my woes, Madam explained that I would be in my smallest chastity cage for the duration of the trip, and that there would be no point asking to be released as she had left the key back in the UK and also she had given it to Sir to hold on her behalf.  Madam also made me pack a separate bag with my lingerie, shoes and also some of the toys she wanted to bring with us.  One of which was her Strap On, it was made clear that this should be the last item to be added to the bag and should be clearly visible when the bag was opened.  

I got the distinct feeling that Sir and Madam were hoping that we got checked by customs!!

The plan had been to spend each day travelling and sight seeing at various towns and sites across northern France staying somewhere different each night and at the weekend pay a visit to one of Madam's old Friends who now lived in France and who we had not seen for about 15 years.

Before meeting with old friends we stayed at a small french manor house, on the edge of a village.  The place was really nice and the owners could not have been more helpful and the stay was fantastic.  

While there Madam presented me with a new outfit for me to wear when going to bed.  A completely pink outfit of Pink suspender tights, 1/4 cup bra, open crotch knickers, open back sissy knickers and a pink babydoll.

Madam bought it especially so that I could feel extra submissive each night as we went to bed and she would make me position myself so that she could have full access to me for her cock.  So each night of our holiday (and often in the morning as well)  there was the sound of sex coming from our room/ apartment/ chalet.  

I just wonder while we were sitting at breakfast each morning if our hosts realised the panting and gasping had actually been coming from me as I was having my submissive bottom thoroughly fucked by the rather innocent looking Madam Alice?

Madam has certainly been taken with my pink bedtime outfit as she has requested that I wear it on several evenings since our return.

We had a wonderful time when away and it was well needed.  No we did not get stopped by customs (quite possibly to the disappointment of Madam!).  We are now back and trying to get back into a routine again and I have been told that Sir will not give back the key to my chastity until I have earned it.  That will be a blog post in it own right I think.

billie x
 

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