An Updates and a FLR shared.

 We've been having a very busy few week in our lives for a number of reasons, nothing bad but they really have taken a lot of our time, so the aim of this post is to get you up to date with things.

Firstly my health continues to be an issue but is manageable and I'm following the medical guidance and currently losing weight and doing more exercise.  this will be a long term thing but we have al now settled into a routine that is helping me towards improved  health/ recovery.

Next, has been my work, which has been rather busy but unlike my major project last year, this has been challenging, busy but has been rather interesting, so while it has taken a lot of my home time and also limited time with Madam, it has been a good experience.

The next bit is the main part of this post, over the past few weeks we, Alice and myself, had several sit down conversations with our Ellie and David.  We made the decision to explain our relationship, initially the details of our FLR and how and why we live the way we do and then a little later we also explained about the "cuckolding" side of our relationship.  

The reason that we did it in two separate conversations was that we wanted to see what the reaction was to the details about our FLR with it's elements of Chastity, crossdressing, bi sexuality and punishments, before we then launched with "oh by the way, your Aunt also has a long term boyfriend that spends most weekends over at our house while I'm a completely subservient maid....."

The first conversation was in March when Ellie came and spent the weekend with us, we started it in a very vanilla way, it was very much done as Mick and Alice.  

We have to be really grateful to Carol and Kerri as they had hosted Ellie and David for a couple of weekends down at their house so that they could see their FLR and also to meet 2 other couples that Carol knows that live in different types of FLR.  Apparently that really did lay the ground work and opened both of their eyes to the fact that FLR means different things to different people and that there is no standard fit or model.

We spent the early part of the visit explaining what made us move to having a FLR, what the problems were with our marriage, the verbal fights and the realisation that one of us had to become the Dominant and also combined with the fact that my mental implosion from work related stress etc.  Quite a bit of this was a surprise to Ellie, as we had a very close relationship with her as she had grown up, we can only surmise that we hid it well from family and friends.  With that explained we cracked another bottle of wine and then got into the main part of explaining and showing our FLR.

We talked about our out Public face of Mick and Alice and then explained about the FLR personalities at home which are Madam and billie, we each explained why we had the different aspects and Ellie had quite a few questions to both of us.  things like "What are your Limits?"  "are there things that only happen in the vanilla life or are FLR things always present?", "what happens when one of you wants to switch from FLR to Vanilla personalities."

We made it clear that the FLR is now, and has been for about 20 years, the leading part of our lives and the vanilla is mainly only the outward face that we have with the public. We probably live 95% of the time in the FLR.

We had an interesting conversation when we spoke about our relationship with Carol and Kerri, Alice confessed that she and Carol were Girlfriends, which did not comes as a surprise to Ellie as apparently she had spotted the two of them having a "rather passionate private kiss" when we all got together at New Year.

What did comes as a surprise was when I told her that also have a relationship with kerri, I'd say that she was a little taken aback by that but once she recovered she was full of questions, all positive and very inquisitive.  While she had meet Kevin at our New Year get together, their visit down to Carol's allowed them to meet kerri and to understand more about her and the fact that she was almost always in the female role in their relationship.

Ellie was already aware that I was kept in chastity but hadn't seen it, also she knew that I was required to wear female underwear.  We wanted to makes sure that she understood about billie (and Ms Watson) so I excused myself and went and changed into one of my maids uniforms.  I had already agreed with Alice before Ellie arrived that when I went and changed this would be us switch over to Madam and submissive billie and that I would be in complete submissive role, including defering and being submissive to our niece and I would refer to her as "Miss".  

this allowed us to show the way that out FLR work, it was almost like a "walk through, talk through".  Ellie had lots of questions and observations, and we had lots of things to explain or to add context.  it went really well and she did fully get what we did and why.

Madam also made a point of explaining how and why we did the weekly review, even to the point of providing Ellie with a display and talk on how to apply different types of punishments and cornertime.  

with that done I was dismissed and sent to get changed, this time I simply changed out of the maids uniform and put on one of my satin dressing gowns and rejoined them in the Living room.

The rest of the evening was relaxed with lots of curious chat and questions, Oh and wine, the girls had plenty of wine.

So overall the weekend was a success.  The next stages was for us to travel up to Ellie and David's place at Easter and bring David upto speed on the details of our FLR.  We also got to see the type of FLR that they already had and where and how it came about, it was really interesting to see how it had actually grown and developed.  Apparently what had started with our niece being a goth and taking her then boyfriend to concerts and events, strayed over to being invited to a few events on the fetish side of things to them both taking a liking to being part of the Fetish scene.  It was also interesting to find out that the driver for the move to an FLR wasn't our very forward and clearly sharp and dominant niece but actually David. 

We actually spent several days with them, it was good to get them both on side and one of the important parts was that I spent a long afternoon with David chatting with him and letting him ask questions about any and all aspects of the relationship.  he had questions about my chastity and the dressing side of things.  He was also very curious about my need for humiliation.  It was a very open conversation and it went quite well.

I'll be honest, my view of David has changed, I had the impression that he was very competent at his work, and rather shy and subservient at home.  It's really clear that he is actually competent and confident at work, and his shyness is actually with Ellie's wider family, he is a very confident and comfortable being submissive to Ellie.  What makes him nervous appears to be the fact that he doesn't want embarrass Ellie infront of her family, and it appears that Alice and myself are an important part of that.  Yes, he lets Ellie lead in the relationship, while he is comfortable to follow, but it was good to see that he has a strong voice in the relationship.  (but he isn't topping from the bottom!)

The other part of the conversation that we all had together was to explain to them about the one aspect that we hadn't mentioned, and we made it very clear that it was not to be mentioned or discussed with any other family members and that was the relationship that we had with John, the cuckolding side of the relationship.  We made appoint that it was not an integral part of our FLR, more of a "bolt on" to the relationship, but we also explained that what made it work was the fact that John absolutely understood our FLR and has been willing to embrace it and take part in it.  

Why did we explain it in this way?  well we were keen to make sure that they didn't get the wrong impression and think that cuckolding is a part of all FLRs, which it isn't and also was the fact that all of Alice's previous boyfriends were not involved or did not want to be involved in our FLR.

Again with this revelation there was lots of questions and also the two of them were now looking at us with a bit of a different view of us.  I think we are viewed as being a bit more liberated rather than the "traditional and conservative" couple that they had perhaps thought we were, I think we have been breaking down that impression over the last 6 months bit by bit anyway. 

 So there you have it, it has been a few weeks where we have been a bag of nerves working out how we were going to open up and explain things, and then in small chunks we have laid bare our FLR, exposed it to scrutiny and to questions and I think we did it in a way that has been accepted and understood, even if it has had some real surprises for our youngster.  also as I said it was also good to get a view of their FLR and the journey that they have been on.

It's going to be an interesting journey and I think, well both Alice and I think things will be just fine for them and we've probably made their relationship with us a bit stronger. 

Madam's Valentines Weekend (and my tasks)

Having had a lovely valentine's day with Madam, and being downsized in my chastity, it was now a case of getting ready for Madam going away for the weekend with Sir.  Madam had booked the Friday off  and as directed I had planned to do my normal Friday tasks and to keep my afternoon schedule fairly flexible.

so on Friday morning neither I or Madam knew where she was going or the weekend, Sir had it all organised.  Madam knew it was going to be an AirB&B for accommodation for the Friday and Saturday night and that she would be out for dinner each evening and out during the day. 

I helped her pack her bag in the morning, and then went and changed so that I could go for the weekly grocery shopping, Sir arrived just before I was leaving and came in for a cup of tea, so I said cheerio and headed off into town.

I got back about 11.30, Madam and Sir had left and I found a wrapped present on the kitchen work top, a selfie stick to use with the phone that we use for doing some of our photos.  There was also a note from Madam telling me that she had packed a bag for me and it was on my bed (it was padlocked with a combination padlock) and the note also told me to pack an overnight bag with my toiletries and towel, a change of underwear, some male casual wear and bring the camera and phone, with the self stick.  I was told to wait for more information.

At 1.30pm I received a whatsapp message from Sir telling me to get my bags and head to a hotel near Cambridge (address supplied) and ask for a room that had been booked for "billie Watson". I was to message him to let them know when I arrived.

I got there eventually, despite the Friday traffic, checked in and was told that a room had been booked by my "Boss".  The room was very nice, I dropped my bags and sent a message.

Madam sent me a reply, with the combination for my bag and also with my 2 tasks for the evening.  These were to involve taking a couple of sets of photos, both as part of a bigger task.  Unfortunately I can't go into details at the moment until the whole of the tasks have been completed.  The tasks involved a few sets of photos and a few changes of clothes, by the time I had finished both tasks I was ready for bed. That was my Friday evening.

Saturday morning I got a message from Sir telling me to check out of the hotel and to be at a certain Coffee shop in Cambridge by 10.45am and to get myself a cup of tea and just wait and watch.  At 11am(ish) a couple came into the coffee shop holding hands, and very close to each other. They ordered and went to the other side of the room  and sat down, yes it's Madam and Sir.  

When Madam sat down you could just see the welts of her stockings. They were sat having their coffees for about 20 minutes and during that time I got a few very cuckold/ humiliation related whatsapp messages from Sir.  I had another cup of tea and just watched them from the other side of the room.  They finished and left and I got my next whatsapp delivered instructions to go and do some shopping and get Madam a pair of black panties and black stockings suitable for her to wear for going out for dinner with her boyfriend.  I was also told to go to a certain pub at 1pm to have lunch, but to order from the bar menu, no alcohol, just soda water.

Madam and Sir appeared at 1.15pm and it appeared that they had booked a table in the dining area. I moved to a seat where I could see them better and they could see me.  Once they had finished their lunch I was messaged to go and enjoy some sights of cambridge and get my daily steps in (I've been increasing my walking as part of fitness/ weight loss programme to help with my health improvement.)

At 5pm I got a message that "Madam's maid" was expected this evening and I was sent an address and where to park - this was the Air B&B that they were staying in - to which I got back to my car and headed there.  I grabbed my bags and went into the building, they had the loft apartment at the top of the block, very nice.  

I was sent to the spare bedroom to get changed down to my underwear that I had on under my street clothes.  Madam came to the room and told me what the plan was for the evening.  I would help her get ready, then I would then drive them both to the restaurant that they were booked into and then come back to the apartment.  Once they were finished they might go for a drink but they would get a taxi back to the apartment. 

Madam had packed my dark blue jacket, my sheer trousers and black shoes in one of her bags, so that I would look appropriate as their driver.  She told me to wear the white sheer blouse that was in my bag. 

The jacket just covered the top of my sheer trousers and Madam made the point that I was not to wear any panties so my new pink chastity cage would be on display if my jacket was open.  Also the blouse was a white "pussybow" type of blouse, so there was no way to try and claim that it was a normal shirt, it was very clear what it was.  Once dressed I was sent to get my car from the parking area at the back of the apartment, I brought it round to outside the apartment ready to pick them up, but I had to come in to let them know it was outside.  Madam had handed me one of my face masks as I was leaving so I suspected that at some point there would be photos taken. As I came back into the apartment block Madam was at the bottom landing of the stairs and took some photos with her phone as I came in and some more at the top of the stairs.

Before we left Madam gave me a particular task to do when I got back from dropping them off at the restaurant.  The apartments had a Lift and I was tasked to get dressed in skirt and blouse and take a set of photos next to the lift, one of the photos had to show my chastity.  (you all have to thank Poppet Subslut for this as she has been badgering me to do this type of thing for ages and Madam had picked up on this and so I was duly tasked.....Thanks P!!!!)

With both of them ready I got them out of the flat and drove them into the town centre to the restaurant and then headed back to park up and get back to the flat.

Now the thing is that the whole experience was nerve wracking as the other flats in the apartment block were occupied and I could hear people moving around.  so the there was a constant risk that one of them would come out into the corridors or landings or even use the lift!.

Once I was back in the flat I got changed for the task   When ready I had to get out of the apartment and go across the landing next to the door of the lift.  I'll admit I was bloody nervous as there were people coming and going from the ground floor flats, I was very conscious of the sound of my heels on the floor and every noise from downstairs.  The things I do for Madam!  Here are 2 of the photos, I was using the selfie stick and was still getting used to it.  I'm sure I'll get better with it with more practice!

With the photos taken, and task complete I was safely back in the flat.  

A few hours later I got a message telling me that Sir and Madam had just ordered a taxi and they would be back in 15-20 minutes and that I was to be waiting by the door with some wine for my Mistress and her boyfriend. I was told to be in my pink cuckolding outfit.

I got a message telling me that Sir and Madam had just ordered a taxi and they would be back in 15-20 minutes and that I was to be waiting by the door with some wine for my Mistress and her boyfriend. I was told to be in my pink cuckolding outfit.

I had to rush to get changed and dressed, I was about halfway through getting ready when another message arrived telling me that they were about to arrive and that I was to be ready with my panties lowered so that Sir could see my new chastity (he hadn't really seen it earlier.) so it was all a bit of a rush to get finished dressing. The message also said that I was to have the door to the Flat fully open so that I could be seen as they came up the stairs (and anyone else for that matter) - I was to be exposed again!

I added my face mask to my outfit as I figured that there would be photos taken.

There has been a few additions to the cuckolding outfit. One of which was the modification of the front of the dress, this was based on the suggestion from Poppet. I've added a series of press studs on the inside of the front of the dress so the front can be clipped up to have me on display or dropped if Sir wants me covered.

Madam had found a pair of pink heels in a charity wedding shop in Milton Keynes, I dread to think what the wedding or bridesmaid dress looked like if these were the shoes for it, you can see they are all very pink!.

Madam also got me a pair of pink garters, one for my leg and the other for a choker, as well as a pink wig just to complete things. All very pink! The last addition to the outfit was a pink corset, a gift from kerri.

Knowing that they were on their way into the building made me rush, I got the wine poured, the front door of the flat open and into position with the tray ready for Madam and Sir. I was now stood there with the flat door open and my caged clittie exposed to anyone that popped their head round the corner.

The relief that I had when the sound of people on the stairs turns out to be Madam and Sir! Madam had her phone out and photos were taken.

Yes I know my socks aren't right and when I pushed down the pantie bloomers it moved one of my stockings, also the bow in my hair wasn't square on, so all of these errors in my dress were pointed out to me so that they could added to my review book for thursday night, when my bum would be made to suffer for my lack of attention to detail.

Sir, gave me a good inspection particularly the new cage and that resulted in a lot of verbal humiliation.

I spent the evening carrying out maid duties, both in my exposed dress and also later I was directed by Madam to remove my dress and to serve just in my underwear. When not required I was put in the corner of the living room, with the occasional comment directed at me about how pink suited me.

Eventually with the bottle of wine finished Madam and Sir retired to their bedroom and I was dismissed to my room with the instruction to keep my door open so that I could hear what they were up to and incase I was needed. I was also told that they would be having a lie-in in the morning so there would be no need to make breakfast.

My services were called on once during the night, for both Sir and for Madam.

In the morning I was up and on the go for 8am, with having made some tea when Madam appeared, I provided her with a cup of coffee and she sat down with me and asked if I had been alright with the weekend and also with the elements of exposure. It was a fair question and I explained that while I was very nervous (ok I was more than nervous) about the whole thing I did get a buzz from doing it. I explained that I wasn't sure about doing it too often but I would probably be ok with the occasional bit of exposure.

We chatted for a short while and I made Alice another cup of coffee for her and a tea for John. I asked what the plan was for the day and I was told that once I was ready I could head back home and Alice and John would be back later in the day, they were going to have a bit of a trip out to a few places around Cambridge and then grab a pub lunch somewhere that John knew of.

so once Alice headed back to the bedroom I went and grabbed a shower, dressed and packed my bags to head home to wait for them to come home later on.

The weekend was far more interesting than I had expected, considering I thought that I would be at home all weekend receiving updates by whatsapp, so being involved was great and my forced exposures were nerve wracking but yes I'll admit I did quite enjoy the element of risk to it (Poppet you have a lot to answer for!). I'll have to see what my next set of tasks are!

Websites and a different week for me

 Morning everyone,

My plan had been to pull together a post about last weekend, which was Madam's weekend away with Sir.  There was a lot going on last weekend and we will complete that post in the next few days, so please accept my apologies on the delay with this post.

I've had a bit of a mixed week, having had an interesting weekend I started the week with a bit of a buzz, to then start a working week with an unexpected success with picking up some work that will be different and interesting  for the near future.

The downside came of wednesday when I had a bit of a knock back with my health and that has been a discussion topic between  all of us this weekend. Its something that we are going to work through and not let it impact us too much.

However to get back onto better things I want just highlight a couple of blogs that I have been following and want to recommend to you.

The first one is Karrie's Corner, for many of us we were shocked when Sara Girl's old blog was deleted by blogger, we all lost a really good site with a lot of good memories.  however months later Karrie has come forward with a wonderful blog as she has an archive of Sara's old blog site and she has started to publish that archive.

If you enjoyed Sara's old site and want to get the opportunity relive the evolution of the relationship between Sara and her partner, Emily.  Its an absolute joy of a blog site and a wonderful memory jogger.  So if you want a great blog to follow please go and have a look at Karrie's blog and give her a follow.  The link is below:  

 https://karriekorner.blogspot.com

The next is the blog of Marci Ann, she has been a long time supporter of our blog and does comment on many of our posts.  She has a little blog and occasionally post, can I ask that you go and give her a follow and help to encourage her with her efforts.  Also Marci Ann has been a big supporter of Sara and Karrie, so for her efforts on that that front she deserves all our support for her blog.

https://marciann106.blogspot.com

Lastly while this does not need to be said, if you haven't already gone and followed Poppet Subslut's blog then please you are missing a real treat.  Poppet is a friend and has been our biggest supporter of this blog.  So please go and and follow her blog.

https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com

these are 3 great blogs being produced by wonderful people, they deserve your support, so please go and give them a follow

Valentines Day at home together

This Valentines Day there has been some changes for me. The first of which is that Madam did honour her promise and let me out of my chastity cage on Valentines day.

We both decided that we would take a half day from our respective work and spend some time together, Madam has done a number of extra hours over the last 6 months and with the end of the financial and HR year coming at the end of March she needed to use her extra hours.  So with time in hand she booked an afternoon off to be with me for valentines day.

In the morning we exchanged cards and our usual small gifts, pair of stockings from each of us.  I had informed Madam that I had booked us in for an afternoon tea and that would be for 2pm and we need about 30 minutes to get there.

Madam was home just before 1pm and went and quickly changed ready for an afternoon out with me.  We had a really relaxed afternoon and the place we were at did a really lovely job of the afternoon tea.  The cakes were fantastic and as we found out all were home made by the owner.  I had a feeling that Madam enjoyed her afternoon out, as the journey back home in the car had Madam being a little bit "touchy feely" with me, rubbing my caged groin and playing with my suspender straps through my trousers. Thankfully I managed to get us home in one piece.

Once back home Madam told me to strip down to my underwear. She gave me the once over and told me to go and change and come back in one of my basques and wearing stockings, and to put my satin dressing gown on. As I went to change, Madam went upstairs.

I was back in the living room, Madam called down to open some wine and to pour two glasses, she would be down in a minute.

As I brought the glasses into the living room, Madam appeared in her silk dressing gown and it was clear that she was dressed similar to me with lingerie and stockings underneath. I was told to put the glasses down and to come over to her. She produced the key to my chastity and opened my dressing gown and pulled my panties down so that she could get to my cage.

"The rules are simple Dear, this is mine." she held my cage, "once I take it off, no touching unless I tell you!"

"Yes Madam!" was all I could answer, well what would you say to this wonderful woman that was going to unlock you?

"once this is off then, you can relax, until I cage you again, it's just your wife not your Mistress, Ok?"

"Yes Alice."

she unlocked the cage and told me to take the back ring off. Both parts where set on the coffee table and then Alice came close to me and we hugged each other and started to kiss. The kisses were all very light but with passion and I must admit I let Alice take the lead and I followed very willingly as the kisses progressed to open mouthed and then to tongues.

I decided to match her lead and moved to the couch so that we could sit down and with that we started to make out. I love it when we do this, it is great, very intimate. No one is touching clits, pussy, arses or tits, but it has roaming hands, legs crossing and sliding against each other.

Now, here is the thing, after months in chastity, this is a trick that Alice has, if you touch the freed clit too soon it will go off too soon, probably even before it gets hard. however a long session of building up the turn on, becoming more erotic, it is a great way to get the life back into the freed part of me.

And it was working!

Alice would take a drink of wine and then kiss and we would swap it between us. I would kiss her neck, I'd whisper naughty things in her ear and then go back to kiss her neck a little more.

As things went on I had progressed to taking my kisses from her neck and down onto her chest, eventually I was kissing the tops of her breasts that sat nestled in the cups of her basque. Both our dressing gowns were open but our hands were still roaming over the Silks and satins, which was fantastic.

As the afternoon progressed we were both getting worked up. it was really lovely to simply be doing sensual worship of my wife, and to have similar responses back from her.

By the time we had the wine glasses both emptied, Alice told me to go and refill them and to come back and take her upstairs to her bedroom.

Once up in the bedroom, we resumed fooling around. By this point the dressing gowns were off and discarded on the floor, my knickers were down in the living room some where near the couch.

Alice told me to remove her panties, which at this stage I must say where rather damp. I gently eased them down her stocking clad legs making sure that I placed kisses every couple inches down each leg until her panties were clear of her feet. I slowly worked my way back up her by placing more kisses on her wonderful legs.

As I got back up level with her, she eased me on to my back and straddled me.  she adjusted position and eased me into her.  I was told to just lie still and let her "deal with things".  I placed my hands on her hips and simply watched her make love to me.  

With the start of our FLR, Alice set the rules that I would not fuck her, it was my job to make love to her, in physical and emotional terms.  So this was not fast, it was slow and deliberate and while this was amazing for me, Alice was clearly enjoying herself, which made me incredibly pleased. As things started to build for both of us, I let her know that I was about to cum.  She didn't stop, but continued with her current rhythm, she saw that I was about ready and she took me right through to my climax and beyond.

As I gathered my wits about me I reached up and pulled her down on top of me and kissed her, very deeply and with as much love as I could show her.

I rolled her over onto her back and without a word I eased myself down her body.

"you don't have to" she told me.  but I did have to, she hadn't orgasmed and that just wasn't right so I set about my gentle task of making sure that my wife was fulfilled.  Using my tongue and lips I licked, kissed sucked and licked again to slowly build her climax.  Yes I was eating my cum but that wasn't my concern, it was making sure that she was loved by me.  

She had placed her hands on my head and I can tell when she starts to get close by the pressure being applied onto me by her hands.  As she had done for me I continued with my work as she climaxed.   

  

As she released my head I took that as my queue to stop and I looked up at her and just little kiss around her her mound and tops of thighs.

As she got her breath back and started to calm I was told to come up the bed and we cuddled, with the occasional light set of kissed.  we stayed like that for quite a bit of time, just calming down.

we eventually decided to move and get up.  We went and had a shower together to tidy ourselves up.

when we got finished we realise it was a bit later than expected and I went to the kitchen to make something for us to eat.

we sat and ate.  The conversation was light and would have seemed just a normal conversation if it wasn't for the fact we were both sat there at the dining table naked apart for open satin and silk dressing gowns.  (Well, our house and life is certainly not the normal that you would expect else where.)

As we were finishing Alice told me that she had another valentines present for me and that it would be best if I went and put some clothes on for it.  Alice suggested another one of my basques and the stockings that she got me for valentines.  So once the plates were cleared I went and dressed.

Returning to the living room Alice handed me a gift wrapped box and a small flat package.  She suggested that I open the flat package first.  Which turned out to be a pink elastic harness for my chastity.  this differs slightly in that it this is a 3 point harness with the third clip that goes at the bottom of base ring and has 2 straps that go behind the thighs to then clip onto the main strap.  These straps further help to reduce the bouncing of the caged clit when being used by Madam or Sir.  I thanked Alice and she told me to open the box.

as soon as I opened it I could see that it was another chastity cage, the rings matched the ones that I already had and as I pulled out the actual cage I could see that it was the cobra nub, the smallest of the cobra cages.

It would appear that I was being down sized.

While I looked at the cage and sorted out the base rings to find the right sized one, Alice went to get the KY gel.  When I put on my cage I take a small amount of KY and apply it all around the ring, this helps to get my balls and clit through the ring and to get it settled into position.  With another bit of KY I coat the inside of the cage and apply some to my clit, this all helps with sliding it into position.

Alice had retrieved the lock and key from my other cage.  She was going to use the old lock as my spare key was held by my other keyholder - Carol - this would mean that there would be no need to swap keys with her, the old lock would be just fine. 

The cage went on without too much fuss.  The biggest hassle was aligning the 2 support "lugs" each side of the lock block.  with more of my clit compressed, there was more skin to get in the way, so the main task was to make sure that there was no pinching.  Once located Alice slid the lock into place and removed the key.  I was now back to being fully secure.

I added the chastity strap and it did hold everything very snug to the the body.

I was told to go get the other cobra chastities so that she could take a photo to show how I had progressed over the last 18 months.

I was told to sit on the couch and spread my legs so that she could get a couple of photos.

I asked her that now with the chastity back in place was she back to being Madam?  She answered that "Madam" would be back in the morning, until then she was still Alice.

with everything back in it's place and being all secured we cuddled for a while there on the couch until she told me it was bed time and she took my hand again and led me to her bed.

Alice smiled at me and said "Happy Valentines Mick".

God, I love that woman!

Trying to understand billie's Concerns

 From Madam Alice.

My husband has had a busy few weeks due to his work, some of it has taken up weekends and late evenings.  While this wasn't bad work, he looked like he was enjoying working with a good client and enjoying the challenges of the project work.  

But it was good to see that he announced that with the completion of the project that he would be taking 3 days off, Monday through to Wednesday of this past week.  He wanted to spend time at home, to catch up with some personal things and also to be back into a submissive mindset.  

I wanted to have a day with him so I put in for a work from home day.  I had several extra hours banked so I could actually have extra time during the day for a longer lunch with billie and an early finish to the day. So  I arranged that I would be working from home on Tuesday.

What I wanted was to be at home with billie a bit more of the day but also to sit down with him and have a deliberate chat about a couple of things that I needed to get his thoughts on, in particular our way forward with Ellie and David.

We had a lovely time with the couple when they visited at the New Year.  We kept it kind of "vanilla" when they were here, Hence Kerri went back to being Kevin and both him and Carol moved to the Guest bedroom.  The couple had lots of question and I did loan Carol and kevin my study so that they could have a private chat with both Ellie and David.  Carol used the time to explain about FLRs and the different types.  I think it went really well for the young couple, answering some of their questions and creating new questions.  One of the things that did come out of it was that Carol offered to invite them both down to her place for 2 weekends, the first would be to meet with another 2 couples that have FLRs that are very different from Carol's and my FLRs.  

The reason for this is so that they get to see that FLRs are very wide and different in the way they operate and this is one of the things that billie has highlighted from the start.  Not all FLRs involve chastity, feminization and cuckolding, and we shouldn't try and imprint our FLR as the standard for Ellie and David to adopt.  The second visit for them will be to actually see Carol and  Kerri as an FLR couple.

However the hope is that we, billie and I, will have broken the ice by making the couple aware of more of the details of our relationship.  And that was the need for our discussion!

I finished my work at 3pm and billie had already made some tea and was sat waiting at the dining table, it seems to be the place for us to have to have open discussions.  billie was dressed quite casual with one of his dark blue knee length skirts and a plain polo shirt and one of his wide belts covering the join, and of course stockings and heels.

We had proposed that Ellie come and visit us on her own in early March.  I had previously suggested that Alice and Mick would meet her and we would sit and have a chat with her about our Relationship and the way that we live.  At some point, where it would seem appropriate I would get Mick to go and get changed so that Ellie would finally get to meet billie.  The idea is that once billie comes back then I stop being Alice and become Madam.

We chatted through the proposed plan and we were both in agreement that this would work, unless there was a "red flag" that might appear during the initial chat with Ellie.

We also agreed that billie should appear in one of his maids uniforms.  Billie did point out that perhaps it would be a bit too much for him to appear in his very short maids outfit for this introduction and I think that he is probably right. While the sissy maids uniforms are both short, the slightly longer one would be best.

Mind you even with a small curtsey and his suspenders will be on display.

We also agreed that we would discuss and explain the chastity aspect.  I asked billie if he would be Ok with showing Ellie his chastity cage.  He admitted that he wasn't going to be comfortable with it at all but if she asked to see it he would show her.

 I then asked him if he would be comfortable with me showing how I discipline him, he agreed that while this would be humiliating it is an important part of our FLR, he also suggested that as part of that I explain how we do the weekly review and our "review books".

The next one which I wasn't sure how this would go was about explaining billie's sexuallity.  At this point billie pointed out that our young Ellie was probably about the most open minded of my side of the family.  billie's view was that Ellie would be comfortable with the fact that both of us were bi-sexual.  I had to stop myself at that point, I had been so focused on how we would explain about billie's sexuality that I missed the point that it also covered me with Carol, it was a good point well made!

Also billie is correct that Ellie is definitely the most open minded of my family. My Mother and sister would have an absolute fit if they knew about how we played with Carol and Kerri! Let alone about our FLR!

Billie went on to suggest that we don't mention John and the cuckolding - yet.  I asked when he thought it would be a good time to mention it as I didn't think we would be able to keep it hidden as we were exposing our life to our Niece?  

Billie explained that he wanted to "lay some foundations" prior to us telling her the full details or even meeting John.  billie wants to make sure that Ellie, and David, understand that the cuckolding is fully supported by us both and that billie has supported it from the very start.  He told me that he wanted to make sure that the 2 youngsters did not look at me in a bad way, like some sort of evil adulteress.  I was almost in tears with this, I asked him how he was going to do all this without appearing to be weak or humiliated?  His answer was that he didn't care about the humiliation side and he knows that he isn't weak, but he wanted to make sure that my relationship with Ellie and David was not damaged.

This is why I love and hate my husband!  At all time he puts me first, thinks about the bigger and wider picture and doesn't care (or is prepared to live with the consequences of the action)!  It infuriates me at times as this is the type of thing that got him into trouble with his breakdown, but to him it is important (and I do honestly love him for this.)

we spent a lot of the rest of the time at the table discussing this and I told him that we would do this together, he wasn't taking the blame/ heat/ fault for this part of our relationship (or any other part for that matter!).  we agreed that the cuckolding side of things would be discussed at a later date with Ellie and David, probably once they were comfortable with the main part of our FLR. 

At the end of the conversation, we were in agreement on pretty much most of the points, I now understood some of billie's concerns and also his worries.  I think the biggest part in this is that we are about to expose the type of lifestyle that we have to the person that we help to raise, but the thing that we need to get over is that Ellie is not a young child, she is a very well developed young woman looking for advice and guidance to help with her own life and lifestyle.  As I put it to billie, we helped to look after her, and her sister, as children, it's now time to help and look after her as an adult going forward towards a marriage.

I think we'll be alright, and I think that Ellie will accept who and what we are.

Task update - Naming of Toys

I have been getting hounded/ harassed by poppet subslut to give an update on the Christmas task of having my dildos/ toys named.  Also Marciann put a comment up on the original post asking for an update on the names as well as a suggestion for the cock gag.

Link to the original post

We have names for all but 2 of them, however one has a temporary name, which will need to be confirmed but I'll explain about that shortly.  So of the ones that needed names we have the following:

The penis gag has been named after my very good friend and wicked tormentor - Poppet.  However the wicked sissy witch that she is (see the link for proof https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com/2023/10/home-alone-witchiness.html) has placed conditions and restrictions upon me.  I'm not allowed to suck or lick the gag when it is in my mouth on pain of punishment from Madam  and a punishment has happened already!

You can almost tell that Poppet just wants to use that flogger on me when I have the penis gag in place!!
(Poppet knows that I would let her do it to me anyway 😉💋)

The next on is the largest toy that I have.

For this one there was a suggestion from Knacker249 to name it after him due to the length and thickness being close to his appendage, Madam was quite taken with the fact that after a session with this toy I am quite "knackered", so she approved that it would be know as 'Knacker' or 'The Knackerer' 

Currently the 5" toy is still to be named.  kerri has put forward a suggestion but Madam isn't quite convinced on it as yet, so we have a few more days before we have to name it. 

The 7" toy is the one that has been given a temporary name, and it is one that Madam has said that I looked to get clarified.  Madam has informed me that I am to refer to this one as "David".  Madam wants me to get clarification from our niece, who is becoming a very confident Dom in her own FLR, on the size of her submissive boyfriend.  I have a very distinct feeling her visit to us in March is going to be quite uncomfortable and humiliating for me in soooo many ways!! 

Hopefully that brings everyone upto date on the progress.  

Let us know in the comments if you have suggestions for the 5" or just general observations, I'm sure wicked poppet will continue to torment me from the comments section!

A rather frustrating weekend

Earlier this month the high winds that hit the UK created some damage  to a building belonging to one of my former clients.  This guy helped me start out on my own many years ago and over the years I've helped him with several projects as his business has expanded, so to get a call out of the blue asking for my help and assistance saw me heading to Yorkshire the following morning.

So over the last couple of weeks I've found myself travelling up and back to the building that was damaged and also to attend a day of meetings and discussions at his main office near York.  

In most cases for each of these trips North, either by car or train I've found myself with an associated task from Madam, such as having to purchase hosiery of some form near to each location.

You may say that this is not much of a challenge but for most of these work trips I'm on a fairly tight schedule and to go and buy something I need to use my lunch break or look for very short detours as I travel to and from the meetings.  When Madam thought up that task she knew it would put pressure on me.

so last weekend found me working, not at home but on site in Yorkshire, acting as the Project lead and coordination between the Contractor, sub contractors and the Client's factory team.  The job has been a real fast ball of "get things fixed, to get production back!" and this weekend saw the really key elements being installed.  All good stuff! job done over the weekend to have minimum impact or disturbance on the building and workers and the factory maintenance team ready to deal with the internal works as soon as the contractor was done.

It all went brilliant apart from.......Madam's plan for me.

Madam had been briefed that I would go upto the site on Friday and be back on Sunday.  My client was sorting out accommodation at a local hotel for the 2 nights, so Madam planned to take advantage of the opportunity of me being away from her.

I was given instructions on what underwear to wear for the trip up and back, what lingerie was to sleep in and also to make sure that I had my Bluetooth headphones so that Madam could allow her cuckold husband to listen into what was happening in her boudoir on Friday and Saturday evening. 

Sounds like a plan and my twisted desire for humiliation had me very excited to undertake this challenge.

So on Friday morning I put on the first outfit allocated by madam, the black satin sissy cami and open crotch bloomers  with crotchless tights were the items stated to travel up and back in.  The rest of the items required were in my bag, packed by Madam, and I did a quick check and put "Master" and "Mistress" into the bag, so that I could do some 'personal training' while listening to Sir and Madam during the evenings.

The car journey up to the site was OK, I was clearly ahead of the Friday traffic and I arrived at the site at lunch time. My plan was to head to the hotel, drop my bag, change into the next proscribed outfit which was a black bodysuit and tights, add my working clothes over the top, grab a sandwich and meet the contractor on site.

However I got a call telling me to come to the site straight away.  The result was that I arrived and couldn't change so my jacket was kept on as the lacy straps of the cami are quite large and pronounced and would probably be spotted if I had taken my jacket off. I did manage to swap my shoes and get my site boots on without anyone noticing my nylon covered feet, thankfully!

The afternoon was busy but productive and actually coming directly to site was the right option, but by 6pm I was ready to go to the accommodation, get changed and get ready for whatever Madam had planned for me for the evening.

At that point the client dropped the bomb shell, I wasn't in the nearby hotel, I was going to be staying with him and his wife in their guest bedroom!  Bugger!

Now, my client is a great bloke and his wife is really lovely, known them both for many years, but I'm not sure that they are going to be that open minded about everything that I'm wearing under my male clothes and also the fact that my bag is full of the delights that Madam packed for me!  My first thought was "Do I have a padlock in my car, so that I can secure my bag while I'm on site.  Unfortunately the answer was no! Bugger...again!

 The next dilemma was "I don't have anything in the bag to wear other that what I drove up in, (Shirt, tie, tweed jacket, moleskin trousers) and my site work wear."  

At that point I needed a plan, and thankfully Madam's earlier task of having to buy stockings and tights offered me a solution.  I made an excuse to my client and told him that I needed to check in with home and let Alice know that I wasn't going to be at a Hotel, knowing where my client lived I told him that I would follow on once I finished calling the wife.  I got the thumbs up and he left the site leaving me to call home.

I called Alice and gave her the heads up that things were not going to plan and that I was now staying at the clients house and being hosted by him and his wife, so it would be highly unlikely that I would be able to be in a position to be dressed and practising on "Master" or "Mistress" while listening to the bedroom activities  happening 180 miles to the south!

While Madam was quite disappointed, I assured her not quite as disappointed as I was!  We finished the call with "I love you" from each of us and I then put the next part of the  new plan into play.  The supermarket that I purchased the tights from previously wasn't too far away and as they had a clothing section I made a quick dash to it and spent a very quick trip round the clothing section looking for a polo shirt or something similar to wear.  Having found one I purchased it, removed the tags and added it to the top of my bag.

I made the 20 minute journey to my client's house and was warmly welcomed by his wife and shown to the guest room and also where the bathroom was.  Once I was sure that she had headed down stairs I quickly changed grabbed a quick shower and put my new polo shirt on.

I got down to the living room to be asked if I wanted a beer or wine as food would be ready shortly, I declined and asked if they had a soft drink as I'm currently not drinking.  As he went to get me a drink my phone rang and I looked at it and it was Sir calling me, I gave a quick look round and answered.

"Hi John, hows it going?" I was trying to sound neutral.

"Hello billie, thought I would let you know your wife is busy on her knees doing your job..."

My client returned and handed me my soft drink and gave me a look, I wondered how loud I had the volume?

"Thats great John, Thanks for letting me know.....hope it's going ok."  I said tentatively

"Oh its going great, you know how good she is at sucking me..."

"Eh, yeh, I'm pretty sure that should do the job for you."  I was being very careful with my words as my client was sat with his beer watching me.

"Well billie, I'll keep you posted on how things go this evening, keep your phone on, I'm sure that you'll want to know what we are upto."

"Yea Cheers John! That will be great thanks, keep me posted on things, I'll keep my phone on me just in case..."

and with that the call ended.

My client asked if there were problems. I don't know if my face was red but it certainly felt like it was.  I assured him that things were fine.  I told him that the call was from a Guy that deals with a few things for me and he was sorting out a couple of jobs for me in my absence, which in the strictest sense was all quite true.

We were called to the dining table and sat down to have a very nice meal,  as the meal progressed I could feel my phone vibrate (having turned the volume down).  I knew who was sending me Whatsapp messages

but thought that it would be rude to look at them during the meal.  The conversation was very nice with my hosts and it was good to relax a little even though I was very keen to see what was coming through on the messages.

Finally with everything done, we were going to get up from the table and head to the living room, my hosts with a glass of wine each and me with a coffee, I decided to take a quick look at the messages, they were from Sir and the first was a short clip of Madam showing herself off in her Basque and stockings.  It was a bloody good job I was caged otherwise I would have been sporting a noticeable lump in the front of my trousers.  As it was I was just very very uncomfortable in my cage! 

I scrolled down and there was a couple more photos of Madam in her lingerie, nothing too rude but very suggestive and very erotic for a submissive cuckold that loves to see his wife in her lingerie and stockings!

Sir had added a few comments between pictures with the last one being "Going to the bedroom now, keep your phone on!"

I put the phone away and sat down with my coffee.  My client asked if things were alright?  "Yes, it looks like things are going well" I said a little sheepishly, "I'll probably get a few more messages keeping me updated on progress."  I sort of explained that if I hadn't come up to deal with his project I would have been on site with "John" keeping an eye on his "project".

My client expressed his gratitude for me prioritising his project over the other one.  That comment made me think as that really wasn't the case, my relationship with Alice is always the priority, so I simply added  "Its alright, John's got a good handle on this, he just likes keeping me updated on how things are going."

the rest of the evening was very good with my hosts, we chatted and caught on some work news and also on some personal news, it was a very pleasant evening.

I could feel my phone starting again with messages.  I left it where it was as I knew there would no doubt be some more pictures of Alice and I didn't want the risk of my hosts becoming more curious.  I eventually decided to call it a night as we would be on site at 7am and I did need some sleep.

I got to the bedroom and looked at my messages.  There were a couple of messages from Madam and several photos of her draped quite seductively over her bed.  The following photos are not of Madam but they are very close to the type of poses that were sent.  All very lovely and it reminds me why I'm in love and lust with her!

There was several teasing statements in the messages, both from Madam and from Sir, all of which just added to my frustration!  The final message from Madam simply said "Goodnight billie, sleep well, chat tomorrow!"

It wasn't the easiest night to drop off to sleep but when I did it was with thoughts of my wife in her stockings!

This set the pattern for the rest of the weekend, at various times during the day and the evening there would be bursts of whatsapp messages arrive, some simply stated what Sir and Madam were upto and others had photos of Madam in various stages of dress from fully dressed down to just stockings and heels.  They both kept me fully appraised of what was happening at home!

 By the time Sunday came round we were putting the last parts of the building back in place now that the damaged structural members had been replaced.  I had received my last set of photos, which were quite vanilla, they were of Madam out in a local pub that does a good sunday carvery, but when I looked a bit closer I could see Madam had raised her skirt a little to expose her stocking tops.

By 4pm, everything was wrapped up on the site, it had gone well and despite a few glitches between the sub contractors I was ready to head home.  My client was very happy, he could get work back to full production on Monday morning and the building was back to being safe for everyone in it.  Job done, time to get on the road and to take my very frustrated body back home to my Dominant Temptress.

So, the lesson is when things mess up the plan and it no longer works, change the plan!  I think Madam very much achieved her aim of having me very frustrated and horny, it just was by the means that was originally planned.