Questions Asked, Questions Answered.

Archive - 27 Jan 21 

We often get emails with questions - good and bad - which we try to answer as honestly as we can.  Myself and Madam were looking back over some of these and thought that we might group them together and put them on the Blog along with the answers that we gave.

We won't put names against them, some where answered by myself and some by Madam.  Where the answer was provided for by Madam I have changed the text colour to red.

so here goes

Are you punishing Billie/Mick for some crime in your relationship, Did he cheat on you?

No, the only crime that Mick has done in our relationship was work to the point where he had a breakdown.  He hid his issues and didn't reach out to me for help.  I do understand why he drove himself hard at the time in the 90's, but towards the latter stages of the 90's we had resolved a lot of the things that required the level of work commitments but he didn't let up on the work load.

We both have similar Alpha personalities, Mick when he is at work is very focused and drives his project hard, but in doing so he had difficulties transitioning from work to home and that created tension with my Alpha side and the frustrations that I had with work and home life.

We had arguments and clashes but nothing to destroy the relationship until Mick actually "imploded" from all of the stress that he had.

so if any thing the only crime that he committed was in driving himself too hard that it cause damage to himself.

Do you want billie as a female?

No, We have increased the use of feminiation with billie as it is a double edged sword for him.  He has a stocking fetish so I would like to turn that fetish on him, so he wears stockings (as do I almost every day.)  billie's build does not make it easy for him to pass as a female so dressing makes him a male in female clothing and it tends to make him more submissive which helps to keep him as a beta male.  He also really does get turned on by the humiliation aspect of this.  So my plan would be to continue to develop the feminisation towards the point that he is a "submissive sissy house husband/wife".  Its a work in progress and we pretty much are well down the line here, billie enjoys it and it works for us.  billie is not a Transexual and I don't want him to change in that way.

Do you wear female clothes the whole time?

I pretty much wear female underwear all of the time.  I do have some male underpants but they are rarely used.  My usual underwear when I wear male outer wear will be Stockings, suspenders, knickers and a top of some sort - a cami, a bra etc.  when I'm wearing my suits and shoes I tend not to wear sock but go for Opaque knee highs over my stockings.

When at home I generally will be in a skirt and heels of some type.

Getting back into the Swing of Things

Archive 26 Jan 21 

This is my first post of the year, so Happy New Year to you all.  Madam lifted my Social Media limitation (Ban sound too draconian)  about 10 days ago but I was kept a bit busy and wasn't able to do any posting.

So what has been going on, well we are still in lock down. Madam is working from home full time at the moment and Sir has been doing some work here but pretty much goes into work each day for some period.  He has all of his staff working at home and for the 2 guys that he has that work on the IT builds he drops the kit off at their homes.

However for the last two weeks I've  spent the bulk of it in Ms Watson mode working for Sir at his offices.  His Admin team have been on top of his accounts but as he often does, he asked if I could do a check/ audit on them.  So each day at 10am, I had to be dressed and ready to travel to his offices with him.  Heels, knee length skirt, blouse and my brown bob wig.  The very impression of a admin assistant for sir.

Madam has told me that for all of January I'm to be wearing shapewear as my daily underwear, so it is Long Line Bra's, Girdles, Corselettes, panty girdles and full support bras that I purchased with the Christmas M&S voucher (a black and a white one).  

Each day when I went with Sir, Madam kissed both Sir and myself goodbye at the door and reminded Sir that "he wasn't to fuck the staff in the office....but she can give you bit of after lunch oral!"  Madam would then pinch my bum and whisper to me to "keep him happy and on the boil for coming home, there's a dear!".  So office time has been interesting!

I managed to get the worked finished last Wednesday so Thursday and Friday last week was spent doing some of my own work and sorting out my tax returns....dull, dull, dull but a little bit different when you are sat doing them as Ms Watson.

Madam and I have tried to go for a walk at the end of each evening, there are quite a few woods near by with plenty of paths and tracks.  so normally about 5.30pm each day we go to get a bit of fresh air, it's lovely to have some personal time with Madam and she does need to get out a bit more often and away from the Study. So we now have an arrangement that during the week in the early evening I will accompany her out for a 30-45 minute walk, and on Saturday and Sunday at some point during the day Sir will take her for a hour long walk.

Madam has stated that we will start to go out fully dressed as Mrs Watson soon on a walk, but not until the weather picks up and tracks get a bit firmer - at the moment it is definitely wellies needed on parts of the paths and the weather has us both in warm trousers. 

I've also been adjusting well to the slightly narrower/ tighter chastity.  With the change in the back ring size it is quite surprising how comfortable it is (until you try and get hard...)

Madam is starting to firm up her ideas on Mrs Watson, but she wants this lock down to finish as I think she wants to visit a couple of shops - she's had a couple of issues with ordering clothes via the internet reference sizing - for her and for me.  For some companies their size 12 is an 8 and their size 16 are either a Tent or a bit teenie tiny....I'm sure Madam will give an update on this at some point soon.  Also the Leicester company that sent the Boots that Madam really really REALLY wanted in a US size, not UK size I would say you need to hide, she was really pissed with that...!  Her keyboard took a real bashing as she wrote the sales review and the letter to your company! (she also knows where your Business Offices are...)

So there you have it, a short post to get back into things, but we are all well and getting back into a routine of sorts. 

billie xxx

Dressing the Part and Corner Time

 From Madam Alice:

Afternoon everyone.  as way of an update for this week as we have all been working from home (well John has gone into his offices a few time to make sure that his staff have everything that they need to work from home where they can.)

I have kept billie off social media for most of the week, he has replied to some emails and comments but I've stopped him from posting, just to give him a break, he'll be back as the main writer of posts next week again.

billie is now firmly back in chastity and I haven't decided when I'll let him out again.  There are no dates or targets to get his hopes up for so he can just settle himself in for the long haul (insert evil manic cackle at this point!!).  We are trying a different cage at the moment this one is a solid metal tube with a cage end, it is the same length as his normal metal cage, the tube is just slightly narrower.  billie has had this chastity for a while but the backing ring wasn't comfortable so I got him a 50mm shaped back ring for it as a christmas present for billie.

As I mentioned I've been working from home this week and firmly ensconced in my study with the Laptop and my maid bring me tea and biscuits on demand.

Yesterday (Thursday) required me to spend the whole day taking part in a conference and side bar meetings with our head office and some of our supply contractors.  The direction from Head office on Wednesday was to make sure that everyone was Dressed Smart as this would be a "camera's on" conference, and particularly in the Side Bar meetings where we wanted to start building relationships with some of our supply teams.  Normally our meetings are done just on audio but the instruction was camera on, so I had billie lay out one of my suits and a cream blouse.  The only difference that I decided that it would be my trouser suit.  I rarely wear it, preferring skirts, but I wanted to do something with this.

Once billie had brought my breakfast to my room and I finished and went to shower, I told billie to clear the tray and breakfast items and way and then to come back and help me dress for work.

The suit was laid out and the blouse was to hand.  I had billie help me on with a matching cream set of bra, suspender belt, and then a pair of smoke grey stockings. I then told billie to get my cream cami top and french knickers.  I slipped on the cami but before I put on the French knickers I directed billie to go and get my strap on harness with the 6" dildo and to help me put it on.  Once on I had billie kneel and allow me to step into my satin knickers and then he pulled them up into place.

I adjusted my "cock" and found that I was dressing to the left some what, which was fine and then I got dressed into my blouse and suit.  all finished with a pair of 4" heel black court shoes.

Once dressed I had billie go to the bathroom and get some of John's aftershave  and I gave myself a quick spritz with it.  I gave my sissy husband a hug and told him that today their would be two people with cocks in the house and he wasn't one of them!

I gave him a quick kiss and told him that I wanted him changed into his short maids uniform and that he was to remember that the Camera of the laptop would be on all day so to stay out of view when he came in to the study.  Also to be careful as the mic may be on.  I further told him that I would like tea at 9.30am and lunch at noon, and with that I sent him on his way and I headed to my study.

The meetings were productive in some ways and very dull in others.  Tea and some biscuits arrived at 9.30am, with billie now dressed in his very short maids uniform and his knickers, suspender straps and stocking tops very clearly on display and  and I passed a note to billie as he was about to leave, to come back at 10am.

I think that billie thought that I wanted my cup and the biscuit plate taken away, what he found after he bobbed a very nice curtsy was a note that said "the mic is on, get under the desk and take my cock out and give me a blowjob."  my desk has 2 sets of drawers either side and a gap between for my legs and that is open to the other side.  We have played this game in the past and billie quietly and skilfully crawled under the desk and set to freeing my dildo from my trousers and knickers.

For the next half an hour my sissy maid husband entertained me though what was a rather dull presentation!

That afternoon it was back into another round of briefings and presentation and I was required to give a talk on one of the projects that my team and department was currently working on.  just prior to it starting I excused myself, muted the mic and stepped out of the room.  I called billie into the lounge and told him that my briefing would be starting shortly and wanted to make sure that I wasn't disturbed.  I ordered billie to take his panties off and to and then to me.  I then went to one of the drawers and took out one of my tawses and told billie to bend over, he was going to get 10 lashes early from his weekly review.  Once finished he had a very rosey bottom and as he stood up I took his panties and poked them into his mouth.  "You are to keep them in your mouth to make sure that you keep quiet and you will stand in the corner of the room while I give my presentation."  With that billie went to stand in his corner of the lounge.  I stopped him and told him not in the lounge, in the study! I wanted to keep and eye on him.

billie followed me back to the study and he came in and went straight to his corner, nose to the wall, pantieless with his reddened bottom on display, and there he stood, very still in his 4" heels and listened as his wife gave a Presentation to her Bosses and the head office team.  And occasionally as I paused I would look at the lovely sight of my devoted husband enduring his corner time for my amusement.  billie was in the corner for nearly 45 minutes by the time I had finished and answered the various questions.  At the end I muted the mic again and covered the camera.  I got up and gave billie a hug and a kiss and dismissed him back to his duties. I told him not to bother replacing his panties. He bobbed a rather shakey curtsy (I could understand why after that long in the corner) and he left to get on with things that a maid does around the house on a Thursday afternoon.

I must say the rest of my afternoon was not as interesting as I listened to briefings and presentations on supply timelines and delivery processes.  but when it was all over billie had a bath ready for me and a glass of wine, and I took my time enjoying the soak.

That evening billie's review went well and he earned back some bonus points for being well behaved in his corner time and also for anticipating my needs with the bath and the wine.

Keep safe everyone and look after yourselves.

Kind Regards

Madam Alice.