Knowing me too well, a blast from the past!

 Morning Everyone,

I'm home alone at the moment as Madam has been away with work for a few days and it has involved her being up north learning about her new jobs and meeting the various clients and such like, so yesterday rather than spending a long trip being stuck with the heavy traffic she decided to stop off and see her mother for the evening.  I'm expecting her back about lunch time today.

Despite Madam being away, I have not been left unattended.  Madam has kept me occupied with tasks and checking in via calls and whatsapp messages.

My frustrations have continued and I have found that Madam currently has no plans for a let up on this.  

For example I am required to have a pint of squash/ water prior to going to bed, which invariably means that I will need to get up at some point during the night for a pee.  Madam has set the rules that once I have got up and done my business I must then take some time (generally 15 minutes - Madam lets me know what duration she wants) to fuck myself on the dildo of choice for the evening - Madam makes that choice for me prior to going to bed.

In the morning I've also been required to orally serve the dildo for a set period and then mount myself on it and to use Madam's words "slowly enjoy myself" as a morning wake up.

so at the moment, even without Madam being present she continues to ensure her control over me and her torment of me. 

Earlier this week I found myself visiting a company that a very old friend of my was working at.  I had delivered training to them in the past and they wanted some more later in the year, so I was invited up to discuss the requirements, while there I asked if my friend was still with the company and found out that he was working in the offices that day so I made a point of going and saying hello to him.  

We'd worked together several times but our main jobs together had been in Germany, many many years ago.  

We had a great catch up and he made the offer to buy me lunch (He insisted and I think the company picked up the bill).  Lunch was great and it was good to hear that him and his wife were doing well as were his kids.  He asked about Alice, how was life etc and I explained about my plan to reduce some of my work commitments.  We both had a laugh about things and that it wouldn't be a bad thing to reduce work loads, he had done something similar  a couple of year earlier.

With lunch over he drove me back to the office in his car and as we were traveling it was clear that the music was from an 1980's mix.

"Who's that playing?"

"Oh, it's Duran Duran, it's 'the Chauffeur'.  I'm reliving my youth"

"Bloody hell, that's a while ago for both of us!"

"I would have thought you would have this as a personal favourite on you play list Mick."

"I though you knew me?, I'm not particularly into Duran Duran, it's not my thing I'm more rock and metal."

My friend laughed, "I know bloody too well what you were into, the amount of time we spent in that Rock bar in Germany!  It's not the music or the band, I would have thought it would have been the music video that would have got it on your play list!"

I must have looked lost as I didn't have a clue what he was on about. "Nah, you've lost me on that! I've not heard this one before."

"When you get home, go a google for the official video of 'The Chauffeur" by Duran Duran and then tell me that I don't know you well enough!"

Having got back to the office and said farewells, with a promise for us to catch up for an evening out - and it was a genuine offer as Alice hadn't seen him and his wife in years, so it would definitely be good to catch up again, I headed back home.

I got back and finished off the few bits of paperwork that I needed to close out my work.  With that complete, my curiosity got the better of me and I went to YouTube to find what my old friend was on about.

The Chauffeur - Official Video

Sooo....Yup, my old mate was right he knew me really well, while I may not be a Duran Duran fan this video really ticks the all boxes for me.  When you are someone with a stocking fetish... this ticks way too many boxes, and the the element of power play and ...and ...and ...and ....

How did I miss this video when it came out in the 80's?  I know that it wouldn't have been on Top of the Pops (you'll know why once you watch it!) but I'm sure someone would have mentioned it......oh well, I've found it now and yes I'd definitely have it on my play list now!  I sure that Madam would enjoy it as well.  

I sent a text to my mate with the simple message "Yes, you were right, you do know me too well!"

he used to chuckle at me that I went to a lot of trouble to get Alice good quality stockings prior to each of my trips back to the UK.  when he finally met Alice and saw that she did wear seamed stockings regularly he absolutely got why I went to the effort for her.

and years later I am trapped by my own fetish....and thoroughly enjoying it.

Watch the video, I'm sure you won't be disappointed.