Knowing me too well, a blast from the past!

 Morning Everyone,

I'm home alone at the moment as Madam has been away with work for a few days and it has involved her being up north learning about her new jobs and meeting the various clients and such like, so yesterday rather than spending a long trip being stuck with the heavy traffic she decided to stop off and see her mother for the evening.  I'm expecting her back about lunch time today.

Despite Madam being away, I have not been left unattended.  Madam has kept me occupied with tasks and checking in via calls and whatsapp messages.

My frustrations have continued and I have found that Madam currently has no plans for a let up on this.  

For example I am required to have a pint of squash/ water prior to going to bed, which invariably means that I will need to get up at some point during the night for a pee.  Madam has set the rules that once I have got up and done my business I must then take some time (generally 15 minutes - Madam lets me know what duration she wants) to fuck myself on the dildo of choice for the evening - Madam makes that choice for me prior to going to bed.

In the morning I've also been required to orally serve the dildo for a set period and then mount myself on it and to use Madam's words "slowly enjoy myself" as a morning wake up.

so at the moment, even without Madam being present she continues to ensure her control over me and her torment of me. 

Earlier this week I found myself visiting a company that a very old friend of my was working at.  I had delivered training to them in the past and they wanted some more later in the year, so I was invited up to discuss the requirements, while there I asked if my friend was still with the company and found out that he was working in the offices that day so I made a point of going and saying hello to him.  

We'd worked together several times but our main jobs together had been in Germany, many many years ago.  

We had a great catch up and he made the offer to buy me lunch (He insisted and I think the company picked up the bill).  Lunch was great and it was good to hear that him and his wife were doing well as were his kids.  He asked about Alice, how was life etc and I explained about my plan to reduce some of my work commitments.  We both had a laugh about things and that it wouldn't be a bad thing to reduce work loads, he had done something similar  a couple of year earlier.

With lunch over he drove me back to the office in his car and as we were traveling it was clear that the music was from an 1980's mix.

"Who's that playing?"

"Oh, it's Duran Duran, it's 'the Chauffeur'.  I'm reliving my youth"

"Bloody hell, that's a while ago for both of us!"

"I would have thought you would have this as a personal favourite on you play list Mick."

"I though you knew me?, I'm not particularly into Duran Duran, it's not my thing I'm more rock and metal."

My friend laughed, "I know bloody too well what you were into, the amount of time we spent in that Rock bar in Germany!  It's not the music or the band, I would have thought it would have been the music video that would have got it on your play list!"

I must have looked lost as I didn't have a clue what he was on about. "Nah, you've lost me on that! I've not heard this one before."

"When you get home, go a google for the official video of 'The Chauffeur" by Duran Duran and then tell me that I don't know you well enough!"

Having got back to the office and said farewells, with a promise for us to catch up for an evening out - and it was a genuine offer as Alice hadn't seen him and his wife in years, so it would definitely be good to catch up again, I headed back home.

I got back and finished off the few bits of paperwork that I needed to close out my work.  With that complete, my curiosity got the better of me and I went to YouTube to find what my old friend was on about.

The Chauffeur - Official Video

Sooo....Yup, my old mate was right he knew me really well, while I may not be a Duran Duran fan this video really ticks the all boxes for me.  When you are someone with a stocking fetish... this ticks way too many boxes, and the the element of power play and ...and ...and ...and ....

How did I miss this video when it came out in the 80's?  I know that it wouldn't have been on Top of the Pops (you'll know why once you watch it!) but I'm sure someone would have mentioned it......oh well, I've found it now and yes I'd definitely have it on my play list now!  I sure that Madam would enjoy it as well.  

I sent a text to my mate with the simple message "Yes, you were right, you do know me too well!"

he used to chuckle at me that I went to a lot of trouble to get Alice good quality stockings prior to each of my trips back to the UK.  when he finally met Alice and saw that she did wear seamed stockings regularly he absolutely got why I went to the effort for her.

and years later I am trapped by my own fetish....and thoroughly enjoying it.

Watch the video, I'm sure you won't be disappointed.

A Month of Frustrations

 I'd like to say "thank god that january is over" but there would be no point, it wasn't January that was my problem.  My problem started in December and I think my problem is extending into February.

So what is the problem?  Well as mentioned in my posts about christmas I was put back into chastity on the morning of the 28th December.

OK, so what?  Well when Mistress Carol and kerri visited I was caged but so was kerri.  Now in the past one of us, usually kerri is unlocked, not this year.  We both remained caged, we shared a bed together, but Madam and Mistress added to our torment by ensuring that we could have sex with each other.  

We were given a strap-on with a dildo - some of you have already guessed it, it was the 7" dildo called "David".  The rules were that we could use it at any time we went to bed and if we came then that was fine we just had to let Madam and Mistress know in the morning.

Madam and Mistress took great delight, once Ellie and David had left on New Years Eve, to torment and tease the pair of us.  In my twisted submissive nature of enjoying the humiliation it was wonderful but incredibly frustrating.  It was the same for kerri as well.

What was probably worse for kerri is that she spends a lot less time caged, so going uncaged and then caged can mean that the early stages of being caged can take and bit of time to get back into the rhythm of things.  So we were a very frustrated pair of submissives and the strap on was getting a lot of use.  

And to be fair I can say that Madam's main strap-on harness and dildo was probably getting a lot of use between her and Mistress Carol as well!

Once into the New Year and we had the house to ourselves and it was back into the routine.

As per last year, Madam had set me a number of challenges, some specific for her and some for other people - you know who you are 😉, but one of the things that seemed to be a very regular task was being fucked by the dildo of Madam's choice.

Now Madam has had a busy month with work and training for her new role, there has been a lot of travelling which often mean either early mornings or late evenings.  But Madam has used me throughout the month to relieve her stress and work frustrations by using her strap on and bending me over.

Early on in the month Madam made a point of banning me from using any of my jewelled metal butt plugs as she felt that they didn't have a big enough flared base.  Also I was having to make sure that I was clean with regular enemas and douches, just in case that Madam felt the need to use me for stress relief.

It also wasn't just Madam using the strap on, there would be times when I would be pottering about in the evening finishing things or having finished tasks I would be sat reading and Madam would ask what I was doing and then tell me to go and spend 30 minutes with one of the toys.  some times she would specify which one, generally it would be "David" or "Master" and often she would also add instruction if she wanted me to orally serve another dildo as well.  If I was really lucky she would tell me to bring it to where she was so that she could watch me and occasionally join in by using my mouth and tongue.

So what was the result - a very very frustrated and horny submissive that has been leaking a lot!.  The amount of panties for the wash this month has been significantly more that usual!

With the end of January I though that this would see us going back to the normal pattern, but that wasn't the case.  

With Sir visiting us this weekend Madam decided that I would ensure that I had spend 30 minutes with one of dildos prior to doing breakfast and later in the afternoon when she planned to have some fun with Sir I was sent to the "Cupboard" so that I would disturb Sir and Madam.  

We've not used the cupboard in this way for a while but it was set up quickly, I was down to my lingerie and I had my bluetooth headphones and the hood.

Madam checked that the earbud headphones had connected to her tablet and that the hood was postitioned correctly with it blindfold over my eyes and the mouth open correct.  My arse was well lubed as was the dildo on the chair (Point to note - if you do set something similar up and you are going to be in one for a while then use loads, and I mean lots of lube!!)  Madam guided me in and made me ease myself down onto the stool and then secured my ankles to the lower restraints before guiding my head down onto the smaller dildo on the wall and then securing me with the collar.  Hand behind my back and then secured to the rear wall.  This was adjusted so that I have enough movement to fellate the wall dildo without it leaving my mouth and that I can raise myself a short amount on the seat dildo.

With Madam happy I was ready and that I would not disturb her and Sir she shut the doors.  A few minutes later I started to get music in my ears which then eventually transitioned to the sound sex and fucking, this transitioned to what was clearly a audio track of a Mistress doing "small penis humiliation" to a unknown submissive and then another humiliation track and then a bit more music and then more sex noise and on and on.

The really devilish thing about the "cupboard" is that you just can't sit still, you can't ignore the dildo in your mouth.  with your hands behind you and pulled back as you start to suck the cock, you start to rise off the dildo in your arse and then so on and so on.  so in very limited and restricted way you create your own maddingly frustration as you suck and fuck yourself!

When Madam came and let me out about an hour later there was quite a bit of leakage, as some of you can probably imagine!

That was yesterday, is February continuing in the same way?  Well it appears so.  This morning when I went to bring tea and coffee to Sir and Madam in the Madam's bedroom I found that she was up and waiting for me, and by that I mean that she was already wearing her strap on.  I was told to put the tray down and and bend over the end of the bed.  I was told to keep eye contact with sir as Madam once again applied lube to my bum and to her strap on and then proceeded to fuck me infront of her Boyfriend.  Once she was satisfied (and I wasn't) I was dismissed and told to use the time to update the blog, so here I am, very well fucked but incredibly frustrated submissive husband!

So far since Christmas, so much leakage but no orgasm or sissygasm!  lets see what the rest of February has in store!