20 November 2022

A Lonely & Frustrating Friday Night

 Evening Everyone, At the moment Madam is fully occupied with Sir, so I've been given some time to provide another blog post, Madam is keen that I catch up for with the blog after my period of not posting.



After my punishment on Thursday and having completed my blog post, I was sent to strip my bed and to get the camping mattress, which would be my bed until Madam says otherwise.  The mattress used to be used regularly when Madam was seeing her previous Boyfriend before Master John, that individual was a different type of individual and had a different take on the cuckolding relationship -  Not in a bad way, he just wasn't into having the husband interacting or around so I would be banished to the room that we had in the loft area until he left.  Thankfully Master John was more than happy to embrace the FLR and Cuckolding relationship that Madam wanted. However back to Thursday night.

With the mattress in the utility room I was allowed to have  my sheet and the single quilt, all the other bedding was stripped and locked away, the mattress from my bed I carried up to the spare bedroom upstairs next to Madam's room, just to make sure that I didn't try to sneak back into my room and sleep on the bed.

With my bottom rather sore from the punishments I actually wrote the blog post standing up in the kitchen. sleeping that nigh was a little bit uncomfortable as Madam had be quite sharp with the Riding Crop and I could feel the bruises forming.

I did managed to get some sleep during the night but was very much awake prior to my alarm going off at 5.30am, so I was actually quite glad to get up and start my day.  I took the opportunity to check my bum  when I went for my morning shower and while some of the red from the Ruler and Paddling was still there is was less, or perhaps it was just over shadowed by some of the bruises from the crop.  I washed, showered and shaved, and then got dressed to start the day.

there would be no maid uniform today but it was the black and white cleaners smock  with the addition of a small white apron, make up was minimal and underneath was a black corselette,  black knickers and plain top stockings.  I put my heels on and then went to start Madam's breakfast.

Breakfast would be a mug of filter black coffee, 2 rounds of wholegrain toast, buttered, a small bowl of muesli but with the milk for it in a small jug.  I went a collected Madam's tablet, turning it on so that it would be ready for her to start looking at the news or reading emails.  I picked up the tray, checked the time and headed up to Madam's room ready to enter at 6.30am.

I will be really honest, this is a routine that I have been doing for years for Madam, even before the FLR started I would take my wife breakfast in bed every morning.  this morning I opened the door with an element of trepidation.  The previous evening Madam had been really pissed with me and expected she didn't hold back with the punishments.  I had no idea how she would be this morning, so I was definitely on the timid side as I entered the bedroom and bobbed a curtsy, being careful with the tray that I was holding.  I genuinely didn't know what the response would be.



I was greeted by a just waking/ half yawn but friendly "Good morning billie, I'll have the coffee and the toast now and then go for the Shower".  I probably was a bit too eager with bobbing another curtsy and "Yes Ma'am".

On some mornings Madam likes me to crawl in under the bed clothes and help her become fully awake by providing oral sex for her, this morning I just wasn't sure.  I think Madam sensed my nervousness and told me to put the tray on the bed, and she then took one of the spare pillows from the bed and placed in on the floor next to her. I was told to kneel on the cushion next to her.  Madam had now propped herself up in bed with an extra cushion and told me to lean forward  and place my head on the bed next to her thigh, looking down the bed, and to just relax.


Madam started on her coffee and opened the tablet on one of the news sites, as she was doing that once her left hand was free she just started to stroke my head, just petting me while she had her coffee and ate her toast.

Madam, usually takes about 15 minutes to have her coffee and as she finished I was directed to move back a little so that she could swing her legs out of the bed, and as she sat on the edge of the bed right in front of me she said "Have you forgiven me for punishing you?"

"Yes Ma'am, all ways."

"Good then give me a small kiss to prove your forgiveness"


I made a move to rise and Madam placed a hand on my head and gentle kept me down and pulled me towards her open legs, with her free hand she lifted her chemis and exposed her glorious sex.  I leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on her.  Madam allowed me to linger for a moment  and then got up, telling me that was enough and it was time for her to get ready.  She headed to the shower and gave me directions that she wanted her Navy blue 2 piece suit, once of the creme blouses and a matching set of black underwear.  

I quickly rose and moved the tray to the side table and pulled the quilt straight (I would change the bedding later) and started to lay out the clothing for Madam.  I picked out a set of Charnos Bra, suspenders and knickers, along with a set of black lace top stockings.

As Madam got out of the shower I asked if she needed assistance, which she didn't and I was dismissed to carry out my morning duties.


Madam was dressed ready and down to go to work at 7.40 and I met her at the bottom of the stairs, I handed her the laptop bag and also her coat and was rewarded with a peck on the cheek and as Madam left to go to work her parting comment was "I'm in a meeting at 10am, do your corner time at 9.20, so that I can watch before I go into the meeting, BYE!"

The early session of corner time would work to both our advantage as it would mean that I would be complete by 9.50, this means I could go and get changed ready to go for the shopping and hopefully be back by 12.30.

The corner time went OK, I had set my phone up in the opposite corner of the living room and also set an alarm to go off at 9.50am.  I made the call and Madam answered  with a simple "Of you go!" and I responded with a simple "yes Madam". I headed off to my usual corner of the living room and placed my self in the corner looking at the wall.  It doesn't take long for the legs to start to ache, particularly in the calves, I was on 4" heels and while I am used to them, they do make  corner time uncomfortable.  The knack is to do small movements, particularly to stop the knees from locking.  Madam will tolerate these so long as they are only occasional to ease my knees.  My hands were placed behind my back so Madam could see them and to show that they were not figgitting.

I was really glad when the 30 minutes was up and I turn round and took a few steps to start my circulation again and then faced the camera and bobbed a curtsy to it.  I went to the camera and saw Madam smile at me, give a short wave and then she closed the call.

the rest of the day went almost to routine.  Madam's bedding changed, ready for Sir coming over, the en-suite cleaned and Sir's wash kit laid out ready, fresh towels put on the rails.

at 10.15 it was off to do the shopping and then back just after 12.30, all groceries put away, grab a quick sandwich and then make sure that the living room and the downstairs are neat, tidy hovered and dusted. 

My afternoon corner time was at 3pm and as I was about to finish Madam told me that she would ping me a couple of messages as Sir had booked a table at a local restaurant, normally they go out on a Saturday, but from all accounts a double booking had occurred and Sir had been asked if he would be happy to change to the Friday, which he was.  Madam whatsapped me with what she planned to wear for the evening out so that I could find it, Iron it if required and lay it out ready. 

The clothes would be one of her Basques, a Thong that would go with the Basque and a pair of her Fully Fashioned stockings.  Foot wear would be her Stiletto heel ankle boots, She also wanted her knee length leather skirt and one of her red or blue "Tops with the flouncy sleeves".  I found both tops and looking at them the Red one was probably the better choice.


The first part of the evening went as normal, Madam texting that she was leaving work, so I ran her bath ready for when she arrived home. I welcomed her home and let her know that all of her clothes for the evening were all laid out. Madam went straight to the bath as the dinner booking was for 7.30, a little earlier that what they normally go for so Sir would be arriving sooner than his usual 6pm.

Sir arrived at around 5.40pm and I opened the door for him, Madam was still in the bath.and I was going to take his bag but was directed to the living room.  Sir wanted to see what condition my bottom was in after my punishment.  the marks could still be seen, particularly the bruises from the crop.  Sir asked if I had learned my lesson, which I confirmed.  I was then ordered to get on my knees and get Sir ready for meeting Madam.  

(Point to note - if there is one thing that Sir doesn't need is any preparation or fluffing to get him Hard for Madam, he can readily get and maintain an erection but the act of kneeling and submitting to Madam's Bull Boyfriend continues to create my needed desire for humiliations and my emasculation as I suck on what is a cock that is significantly bigger that I would have been even on a good day).  

When Sir felt that I had done enough, he told me to stop and then turned and headed up the stairs to meet with Madam in the Bedroom.  I picked my self off the floor and went on with my duties.

Madam came down the stairs at 6.40 and called me to the living room and told me to go to my room, remove my domestics smock/ dress and my knickers, fit my ankle and wrist cuffs and come back to the living room.  I was also told to make sure that I went to the toilet before coming back. 

When I came back in one of the dining room chairs with a towel on the seat had been placed in the middle of the living room facing the TV, I was told to come to the chair and Madam gave me a quick once over.  I was told to bend over and she applied some lube to my arse and then picked up the vibrating Butt plug and eased it into my arse-hole. She turned it on and told me to sit down in on the chair, to which the pressure of the plug and it's vibration became very clear.

Madam took some short lengths of rope and secured my ankle cuffs to the leg of the chair and my hands were tide behind the chair (not pulling my arms together but secure to make sure that they wouldn't come forward.) She then took my posture collar and fitted that around my neck so that I fixed towards the TV.

The last thing was that she when out of the room and reappeared shortly with my over the ear blue tooth headphones, she popped them into place on my ears and turned them on.  They connected to the TV and I sat there watching the screen with the noise coming direct to my ears.  Madam asked if it was too loud and said probably too loudly that it was ok.  Madam then went and closed the curtains and the door to the kitchen and then went to the stairs and shouted for Sir.


A few minutes later I saw Sir and Madam come back into view and Sir was holding one of our gags and something else, he handed the gag to Madam and then went over to the TV, reached round the back and did something that became clear when he picked up the remote and changed the AV source that showed there was a USB drive attached.  Sir worked the remote and a list of files came up and he selected "Play all and just as it started he paused it.

Madam came forward with the gag but also produced a condom that looked recently filled, I was told to open my mouth but not swallow yet and the contents were poured into my mouth and then seal with the penis gag which was strapped in place. "Give everything a good coating billie and then you can swallow".



With that Madam kissed my cheek and told me to enjoy my "Movie Night" evening.  Sir pressed play and they both left the room, turning out the lights and pulling the door closed after them.

I was now in the dark, facing the TV, with a buzzing butt plug, a semen smeared cock gag and after a very intro of a blank title screen a film started of porn. For the next almost 4 hours I was faced with Cuckold porn and in between each of the films there were short clips of Sir and Madam or Images of Madam in her Lingerie (obviously taken by Sir). The evening was frustrating, humiliating and a significant turn on as well. I know that I was leaking and it was apparent that the butt plug clearly had been fitted with fresh batteries prior to it being fitted into me, and I was actively sucking on the gag in my mouth (as well as drooling).

Sir and Madam arrived back at what I found out later as nearly 11pm and quickly untied me from the chair and turned off the TV.  I was ungagged, unplugged and made to walk round the room , I saw that there was a big damp patch where I had been sat and I'm sure most of it had come from my caged clit.

Madam checked that I was OK, went and got me a drink of water and they both asked how my evening went?  The best reply that I could give was "frustrating."

Madam kissed me again and told me to go get a shower and go and get some sleep and with that I went off to my room to undress and tidy up and Madam went upstairs.

As an observation while the evening was lonely, frustrating and designed to create a humiliating turn on for a caged and plugged submissive, it was quite enjoyable in an "after the event type of way" and both Sir and Madam were keen to check that I was ok as soon as I was released, which says a lot about this relationship that we have. I  wouldn't swap it for anything!

billie xxx



  







2 comments:

  1. Dear billie - what an enjoyable weekend you have been having! A taste of honey, a mouthful of cock, plugged, porn and a leak to boot. You are a very lucky girl indeed, your Princess is almost jealous.

    Thank you for the update. It is clear for all to see how loved and cherished you are by your Madam and it is clear that Sir also cares for you too. You are indeed a very lucky and privileged girl and also a good role model for other submissives.

    I trust your bruises have subsided?

    Kisses

    Princess Poppet
    xx

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  2. Oh my, how did I miss this one?! :)
    Laying down tenting now… sure hope Wife doesn’t come up from Her phone calls right now!!
    I was all I could do to restrain myself from more than a light playing with my clit…. What a day you had! Your being installed on a chair with cum, gag, and earphones sounds… ok.. delightful! Er, I think?! I’d be driven wild. I do think some of your puddle must have been from your drool.. another thing that weirdly turns us in, right?
    Hugs, SaraE

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