27 August 2023

Looking for help from the Audience?

 From Madam Alice

I hope everyone is keeping well.  I have a request that somebody may be able to help with.  

A few weeks ago billie showed me a couple of photos as part of the daily tasks that I set him.  These photos where part of a set and I have to say I was immediately taken with them.  I've attached them below.



while I think the lady is gorgeous and sexy, the thing which billie highlighted and I have to agree is her sheer top and sheer trousers, they look fabulous and I must say very sexy.

Well, we have been looking across the internet for something similar but to no avail.  We can get sheer Tops and sheer trousers but none are like these, particularly the Trousers - the fact that they are gathered in/elasticated seems to be the part that is difficult to find.

Part of me wants to get a set for billie and the other greedy part of me wants a set for myself.

Does anyone know where we can get a set - Ideally in the UK or Europe at a push?

My wicked sense of humour even goes so far as to get a white sheer blouse for billie and pair with black sheer trousers and make that his new chauffeur outfit, just pair it with his blazer and tie. (I have a feeling that would appeal to Poppet - Yes I know about your efforts to try and encouraging my husband to be a shameless exhabitionist like you!)

If you don't know where we could find such an outfit but want to make a general comment on the outfits then please feel free to use the comments section.

Regards

Madam Alice

08 August 2023

Changing down a cage size

 Evening Everyone,

A short update before I get into the blog post about my weekend challenges.  Madam has put a few posts up keeping everyone updated about me.  Its been a rough and busy weeks and months, and I have been struggling with work and some private issues.  While I'm not fully over them I have achieved the first hurdle and that is to recognise that I am struggling with a number of things, mainly trying to get things back into balance.

So we are working on that, and when I say we I mean Alice, John and principally me!  Home life is good and I have good support.  There are times when we have gone quiet and that is so that we can have deliberate breaks from the crazy online world, and that does 2 things, it gives a break from the screens and some of the mad stuff that there is in the interweb world and also it gives time for us to just sit down with each other and talk or just to sit down and not talk but just be with each other.  These breaks have helped, but the real focus has been to try and get me to have breaks from some of the toxic work that I have at the moment.  But overall things are progressing for me.

Over the last few weeks Madam has been keeping me occupied and this weekend has been no different but it was a bit of an uncomfortable few days for me.

I have been wearing my Cobra chastity pretty much full time for the the last 4 months.  the back ring is 54mm and I have been rotating between the Small and the Nano cages, both sizes of cage are comfortable and the reason that I change and rotate between the sizes is that the Small works well for sleeping in, while the nano is very comfortable for the working day.

However one of the reasons that we purchased the Cobra was due to having a period of down sizing from my long term metal cage to a pair of smaller chastity metal cages.  I spent a couple of months rotating between these 3 metal cages and was struggling with the 2 smaller cages, so we looked at the alternatives and the cobra was purchased and it proved to be pretty much a successful choice.



Last Thursday at my weekly review things were quite light in terms of punishments or corrections, nothing too drastic, a mild spanking and a 15 minutes of corner time.  Just as I was about to be dismissed Madam pointed out that as I would be at home on Friday she had an additional "task" for me and that after breakfast and prior to her leaving for work I would be required to present myself in her room with my small chastity cage with the shaped back ring.  At that point I had a feeling that my Friday was not going to be straight forward.

As ordered Once I had cleared away Madam's breakfast tray to the kitchen I returned to her room with the cage.  I was told to drop my knickers and show her the cage that I was wearing.  At this point I was wearing the Small cobra and I was flaccid in the cage which left a small gap at the end of the cage.  

Madam made the comment that since there was spare space in the cage I would be more secure in the smaller metal cage.  I was handed the key and told to remove the cobra.  Once removed, Madam watched as I now replaced the light weight resin cage with the heavier and smaller metal cage.  Both cages use the same style of lock so I simply inserted the lock in and turned the key to secure myself into the chastity.  With this now complete Madam directed that I hand her the key and I watched as it disappeared into her purse and that was that! I was told to pull up my knickers and get on with my chores while Madam finished getting ready for work.

Madam left for work on time and I was now left with my little clit now compressed into its new prison. With this cage it is shorter and also smaller in the width as well.  what that does is that it means that my clit is compressed back inside but that leaves more skin outside and that almost acts a second foreskin and start to roll around the sides of the cage.  This has the added feature of making the trapped head of my clit look even smaller.

My expectation was that I would spend the day in this uncomfortable cage and then change back to the Cobra.  It was very clear that this was not going to be the case when Madam had got home from work.  Madam made it quite clear that I would be wearing this chastity until further notice.

With that in mind I decided that it would be best if I head back to my room and fitted myself with the support strap as this does help a lot with the metal cages and prevents a lot of the bouncing around of the cage.  This wasn't a bad plan as during the evening Madam made use of me with her strap on, while Sir watched.

At the end of the evening I was dismissed and sent to bed with myself still trapped in the confining prison.

I didn't get much sleep as my body kept trying to adjust to the smaller cage and having a body trying to have a "piss erection" in the middle of the night was not the best experience!

The following morning I was dressed in one of my Ms Watson outfits and Madam and Sir took great delight letting me know that the smaller cage was definitely not noticeable.


  I was given my tasks for the morning as Sir had to take his car in for service and Madam was going to go with him as they would go into town while the car was being worked on.  One of my tasks was to take some "selfies" for the this blog post and to show how small my clit actually was.  Sir added that it would be appropriate to show how little impact my clittie has on my knicker front.  

Once I had the kitchen tided and things sorted I went to get one of the cameras.

As the weather was so cool I was wearing a high waisted girdle  and full bra under my dress,  and as you can see the full knickers and deep lace stockings finished the outfit.  Its true there isn't much showing on the front of the knickers.

The next few photographs are not the best due to the photos being taken at arms length and the auto focus not being the best (this is why it works better with Sir or Madam taking the photos!).

The securing strap holds the back ring nice and snug to the body and really does help to stabilise the whole cage.  You can see that my balls are bigger than my clit.  you can also see the extra flesh of my clit creeping forward of the bottom of the cage.

 When Madam saw these photos later in the afternoon she pointed out that my penis is definitely a clitty and the skin creeping forward should be considered as the "hood" of my clitty.  I spent most of the afternoon in my underwear and no knickers with Sir and Madam taking turns humiliating me.

Here is the problem, I'm constrained in a small chastity, which is quite tight on me and I'm being turned on by the humiliation and that in turn adds to the tightness in the cage, it a rather uncomfortable vicious circle!

My discomfort continued on into the evening until about 9 o'clock when Madam decided that it was time to release me from the small cage but it was back into the nano cobra straight away.  I was really grateful to be back into my lighter cage and while the length is about the same the width is certainly more accommodating. I was particularly glad that I didn't have to endure another night in  the tighter chastity.

I think that while I can fit into the smaller cage, I don't think I'm ready to down size to them just yet.  But I now now that Madam has now added this to her punishment list for me.  Its definitely one that I will try and avoid.

billie xxx


 


01 August 2023

Keeping billie occupied for the weekend.

 From Madam Alice:



One of the challenges that we have had over the last couple of months is keeping an eye on billie and making sure that he is alright.  The problem is that he is very good at hiding his emotional state, also there is a fine line for him where he is thriving on pressure at work, where it helps to drive him and then trying to spot the point where the pressure gets too much and causes a problem.

Things have been building up quite a lot recently and both John and I took billie and sat him down a couple of weekends ago and laid the law down to him to slow things down, to take some time for himself and for us to focus on him.

A few weekends ago (15-16 July) was specifically about that, to get him to forget about work, to get him back into a routine or into activities that have him focused away from work and his troubles.  To get him to be more submissive and immersed back into being billie and not Mick, to create that needed distraction and to stop him thinking about some of the work issues.

The Friday and Saturday where much of our usual routine with billie welcoming John to the house for the weekend and showing his submissiveness to John.  Friday evening saw billie dressed in his cuckolding maids outfit and with his little caged clittie on full display.  


The evening was a mix of John catering to my needs and billie cleaning us both up, at one point billie found himself being pinned down on the bed while John made use of my submissive husband.  That certainly made billie focus on the here and now!

I had already discussed an idea with John on what to do with billie on the Sunday, on the Saturday during a few private moment we refined out idea into a plan.  We normally have a bit of a lie in on a Sunday but this Sunday we were up and going at 8 o'clock ready to start.

billie was summoned to the bedroom at 9am and told to remove his maids outfit.  With the weather being cooler and wet he was back in lingerie and stockings. I took one of the hood that we have and placed in on his head.  

The purpose of the hood is that this one is not lined so you can see though it, but only just, and as such it is very restrictive.  With his very limited vision it meant that he had to focus and at times be guided. For the next hour or so we had him on his knees and then on the bed on his back and then back on his knees, all the time using his tongue and mouth to orally please John and myself.  Each time we finished with him or wanted to change position we would pop his penis gag into his mouth and buckle it in to place, and then move him ready for the next session or to place him on one of the chairs so that he could have a short break.

The whole point of the exercise was to keep him busy, distracted and a little disorientated.  It was a busy morning for us  and both John and I took turns with billie, almost working like a wrestling tag team but only against one opponent, not that billie is an opponent.

By 11.30 we all needed a break and billie was unhooded and ungagged.  billie was stripped naked and sent to take a shower and told to put on his satin dressing gown and then join us for a bit of lunch.

It was a light lunch and taken at a lazy pace, the 3 of us in the kitchen all in dressing gowns, no rushing and everyone relaxing.  Which was the plan, as this was the rest period before round 2.

 With everyone rested, I took billie through to his room and picked out a few things for him to get dressed in.  A quarter cup bra (as I wanted to play with his nipples, one of his deep suspender belts , stockings and one of his sheer tops as I love the feel of it.  I told him to get dressed and that I would be back with the other items that I wanted him to wear.

I nipped up to my bedroom and put on one of my Black Basques and stockings that I know both of my boys love seeing me wear, a set of 4" heels and picked up the other items that I needed and returned to collect my husband.

billie was now dressed and I was delighted to see that his little clittie was straining in it's pink cage -  lovely!

I explained what was going to happen this afternoon, there would be a continuation on from this morning and he would again be hooded and occasionally gagged but this time with the addition of the collar.  I explained that this afternoon I didn't want him to be distracted as I wanted him to focus.  

To focus on my pleasure as I was going to allow him to fuck me.  When I said this to billie I think he was surprised and confused, the look on his face gave that impression.  He knows that I only let him out of his cage rarely to make love to me  and it is "to make love to me".  I have a boyfriend that fucks me, billie gets to make love to me.

I could see that the confusion was about to have him as something, so before he could say something I brought my hand from behind my back and showed him my Strap on harness with one of my dildo's fitted.
This was the last part of his outfit, he would be wearing my strap on harness.  I'm not sure if I saw disappointment or relief from him as I help him to step into the harness and then help to adjust it into the right position.  When we were both happy with it's position I hooded him, added the collar and then put the gag in place.  

With my husband ready I hooked my finger into the ring on the collar and then guided him up to the bed room.

Once in the bed room John helped me guide billie to the bed and he was made to lie down on the bed with his splendid cock fully erect, where I added a little lubrication to the shaft and then I got on the bed to ease myself onto billie's lovely 9" cock.  Once I was in place and ready I told billie  to reach up and hold onto my hips while I rode him.
  

As I had slow sex with my hooded and gagged husband my boyfriend popped a pillow under his head so that he could look at me through the material of the hood.  With the pillow in place John then came over and started to kiss me as I moved up and down on the lovely hard cock that jutted out from billie.  John even made quite a show of fondling my breasts, I'm not sure how much detail billie could see but I think he got the idea of what was going on.

I was really enjoying myself but it wasn't all about just me, we had to make sure that billie didn't miss out either.

As the afternoon progressed and I was ready for another session of sex with my husband, John indicated that billie should move towards the edge of the bed. When John was happy with the position he indicated that I should once again mount the dildo facing my husband and once I was in position he brought over a small padded foot stool that he had in the bedroom and knelt on it.  he was now at the right height  that he wanted  and with his own erect cock lubed up he now pushed it into my sissy husband's arse.  There is a certain delight in hearing a muffled moan from your gagged husband.

In this position I didn't need to do much as John fucked billie I benefited from the rocking motion that he created.  At the same time John was also back fondling my breasts.  I also took the opportunity to torment billie's exposed nipples by pinching them and a few hard twists just to change his focus from the real cock in his bum.

By the end of the afternoon I would say that we had succeeded in causing him to be distracted.

We finished off the afternoon with taking billie back down stairs - very carefully- and taking a few photographs of billie with his big hard cock, just for posterity.

It does make me wonder if Kerri or some of his other sissy friends would like to make use of his lovely hard cock?  

Just something to note, in both of the pictures used in the blog post billie is fitted with one of his butt plugs, which john put in after he finished fucking him.  Billie had real problems with trying to keep it in place.  It appeared that the weekend's activities with john using billie's hole had made him a little slack!  such a slut!

Note to everyone.  I should have published this post a few days ago but I didn't as billie had quite a rough week and we have been focused on making sure that he has been alright.  He is on the mend but it does seem to be a slow process.  To everyone that has been in touch with him - Thank you, I really appreciate what you do for him, so Thank you so very much.

Alice (Madam and wife of a wonderful husband)

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