Christmas Part 2 - Visitors at home, Ellie & David

Traditionally we normally have a few days at christmas as "our time", just Mick and Alice/ Madam and billie. it's our chance just to relax, unwind and just to connect.  Thats what we did this year we just took a couple more days that normal -Christmas eve through to the morning of the 28th.

We took time to unwind and relax.  We went walking locally, not too far but enough to get out of the house and get some fresh air.  This was mainly vanilla time with husband and wife out enjoying the countryside and we chatted about a whole lot of things, we also chatted about serious stuff and also trivial rubbish.  It was great.  Madam made a point of me getting a refresh on my Shapewear as a christmas present, particularly as I've been wearing it all regularly over the last 12 months.

I was uncaged through until the morning of the 28th, and while it might seem that I would have been desperate to make love to my wife (I was quite desperate...) it was just nice to be able to cuddle with her and spoon in bed without being constrained.  It wasn't all being "Mick", I was always wearing panties and stockings of some sort and I always went to bed in some form of female night wear.  I was very fortunate to make love to Alice on a number of occasions.  Just as Alice made a point of fucking me with the strap on of her choice.

Ellie and David would be our initial visitors and they would be with us until the 31st and they would go and have NewYear with David's family.  From our point of view it was going to be really nice having them with us at our place, we seemed to have spent so much time travelling up to Leicester over the last year.  The other thing would be that Carol and Kerri would arrive on the 30th, so and overlap with everyone together on that day.

Ellie and David arrived and they were met by their rather vanilla Aunt and Uncle when they arrived on lunch time on the 28th, we caught up on the news, told them ours.  All rather lovely.......

Come the evening David was dispatched to help me in the kitchen preparing and setting up for dinner while the "Girls" continued to chat and enjoy some wine.  I used the time to chat with David to get his view of how things were progressing with Ellie's Mother.  while things seemed better he still had some doubts and as such was making sure that he didn't do anything to create any added tension.

I asked him how things were progressing at home with Ellie, in particular with the FLR that they had?  All seem to be good and he is enjoying himself, while he didn't elaborate in detail he said enough for me to be happy, as it turned out we would find out a whole lot more over the next day or so.

As I told Alice and Ellie that dinner would be ready in a few minutes, I was called in and it was clear that Alice had switched to Madam and I was addressed as billie.  I was given clear instructions that I would be serving the meal for Madam and her guests and that I would eat when directed by Madam. With that I simply answered "Yes Madam" and went back to the kitchen and poured a glass of wine for David and told him to go and join "Madam and Miss Ellie" while I finished off and plated up.

I served the three of them and as I normally do I stood next to Madam's chair and one step back.  I was conscious that David kept looking at me , but Madam and Miss just continued chatting.  I generally moved when a glass needed topping up or when it was the plates were ready to be cleared.  David went to help with the clearing up but Madam told him to sit, as he was a guest, I'm not sure that he noticed the added statement of "don't worry you'll have your opportunity to serve...."

With the meal finished and the table cleared Madam dismissed me so that I could have my meal, which I took in the utility room.  As I was finishing Alice appeared at the door of the utility room and in a hushed voice "Are you ok?". I said yes and she winked at me and said "Thank you.  when you are done make some coffee for all of us and come and join us".  The rest of the evening was back to be all rather vanilla.

That night as we went to bed Alice told our visitors that breakfast would be at 9.00am and not to rush to get up and wait "for billie to let you know when it is ready.".  Alice took me to her room and told me what she wanted for the morning.

The next morning I knocked on the door of our visitors and informed that breakfast would be ready in 15 minutes.

When they came down Alice was sat in the living room with her morning Coffee and I was working in the kitchen.  Alice asked if they wanted Tea or Coffee.  two teas were ordered and shouted through to me.  Alice ushered them through to the dining table and they were greeted by me in one of my sissy maids uniforms, not the shortest but short enough.  I worked about them and provided Tea and a refill of coffee, Toast was already on the table as I  brought over the plates with the cooked breakfast.

With everything on the table I took my place next to Madam's chair, this time I was not a step back from the chair but next to it and a little closer.  What our guests didn't know was that Madam had told me to take that position prior to them coming down.

As they ate, both Ellie and David clearly saw that Madam was occasionally running her hand up and down my stocking clad legs.  Madam was making a show of it and it was incredibly humiliating for me, I'm sure that I was blushing a lot but it was certainly making my endorphins  run rampant.

Madam's aim was to try and show David and Ellie some of the different elements of  our FLR. The aim was to show that some part are very vanilla, most are routine - with the twist of submission.

While I stood there Madam made a point of explaining a bit about my submissive side and also about the humiliation side of things in relation to me and what I get out of it and the types of boundaries that we have.  There were questions and Madam gave the answers while I stood there with her hand on the inside of my leg.

With Breakfast finished, table cleared and the washing up done I had my breakfast - no cooked breakfast for me due to diet.  I then went and changed back to being Mick.

We went for a local walk as it cold but not raining and it meant that once we got going Alice and Ellie walked together and I walked with David.

David had lots of questions and I had some for him, In particular I wanted to get my head around him in their FLR.  It was quite interesting and you could see parts of it that matched our FLR back in the late 90s and early 2000s.  David was curious about the feminisation aspect of our relationship asking the question if I considered myself as Trans.  I explained that the feminization aspect was more a part of humiliation and if a label was needed then I'd be closer to being a crossdresser than anything else.

There was also a lot of discussion about the wearing of chastity devices.  Ellie had questions about the cages but she was looking in a different direction.  As we got into the conversation it was more about looking at the larger cages where it would even allow full or semi erections.  I suspect it may be more about bedroom play rather than permanent wear, and to give her control over David while she teased/tormented him.

Back home we settled into an interesting routine where both Alice and Ellie were dressed in a more "Madam" style rather than just relaxed style, and I found myself in a steady serious of changes of dress.  Ellie and David also got to see Ms Watson and the logic between each dress mindset or tasks was explained.  

We also got to see David in his submissive role, with him helping me with chores about the house and also serving drinks and food. While I refer to my wife and niece as Madam and Miss, David uses first names, it was hinted that this isn't always the case as I think that when they have a more 'bdsm' type of session then there is a more formal use of titles. 

It was interesting to find out how they had progressed from being invited to night clubs and going in a goth dress style got them invited to some events with a fetish type theme and then to going to several full on fetish events, of which they seem to still go to, which was good to hear about.

I also found out that David's particular liking is Ellie in vintage/ retro style lingerie and look as well as when she goes horse riding, particularly as she has restarted doing competing again.  I asked if it was the boots and jodhpurs but he pointed out that it is the whole piece, Tweed jacket, tight riding jodhpurs, long boots and riding crop.  Ellie did chip in that she had used her riding crop on her submissive - now that was an interesting revelation.

We also had questions about our relationship with Carol and Kevin/Kerri.  While we have talked about it before they were a bit more interested as they would be coming and staying for a few days over the New Year.  While it was straight forward to explain "Yes, your Aunt and Uncle are bi-sexual..." Mmmnn I'm not sure saying it was 'straight forward' but it is close enough, I did have to explain that with me it is only a case of being bi-sexual with Kerri, not Kevin.  

(note to everyone - we are not at the stage of explaining the bi-sexual part of cuckolding at this point in time as there is a different dynamic with that dealling with humiliation, emasculation and submission, we both think that it is better to deal with one thing at a time.....) 

It was during these chats that we mentioned about sex toys and along the way mentioned about butt plugs and also the strap-on, and now it was out turn to stop and look surprised when David matter of factually turned round and said "Oh yeah, Ellie has one of those that she uses on me....", well that was a revelation!  once we were over the initial shock it meant that we just laughed about it and realise that it had broken the ice and that we started to have a lot more discussion and conversation that covered David and Ellie's views and takes on FLR.

We really enjoyed their stay with us, it was fun and quite therapeutic actually talking and explaining our relationship to a young couple that were very open and interested.  It was also great to hear and see that they were enjoying establishing their FLR.

I'll finish with one last thing.  Carol and Kerri's stay with us over lapped with David and Ellie by a day.  When they arrived Kerri was fully in her full female finery - satin blouse, knee length pencil skirt, stockings, heels makeup etc.  Everything to make a caged person frustratingly uncomfortable.

We welcomed them in and Ellie, David and I was given a very lovely hug each from Carol, who then gave Alice a very passionate kiss in front of everyone.  Kerri then gave a friendly hug to Alice and Ellie before giving me a very passionate kiss and grope before giving David an equally passionate kiss with tongues.  the look of surprise on his face was priceless.  Apparently it had been pre arranged with Ellie and Alice just to see his reaction.  Yes it got a reaction.  I think he was quite glad when he was released and my 'girlfriend' came and reclaimed me as her prize.

It's going to be an interesting year - again - with our young couple, I think we will be having more visits both here and up at their home.  we'll just have to see how things progress.

Unexpected Night Away

As part of the future plan for our life  and FLR, where I start reducing work load, I arranged to meet with one of my clients.  My current job with the individual and his company was coming to a close and I wanted to let him know that I was reducing my future work load, which I thought was only fair as this individual has given me quite a bit of work over the years.

The guy is fairly busy but could fit me in on Friday afternoon as a face to face meeting.  The distance from home wasn't too far so it would be a short trip out and back.

However on Wednesday I got a call from the company with an invite to a dinner event with the client on Friday Evening.  Apparently the client was hosting a few of his clients and senior management people for a social event and the invite was as a 'thank you' for the work provided.

This is not my normal thing and as such I was going to politely decline the invitation until Madam asked me why I was going to decline the offer of an evening out.  Well it was on a Friday evening, it was near but not near in terms of a taxi ride, and the thought of a late night and then a hour drive back just wasn't what I wanted.

Madam pointed out that I've known this guy  over many years and we've had a very good working relationship, so I should take this offer, almost taking it as a farewell dinner.  Having thought about it I agreed and sent the response back.  An email came back telling me that I would have the meeting with the client at his offices at 4pm and that the dinner would take place at a nearby hotel and that a room for the night had been booked I was also asked if I would like to join everyone for a round of golf the following morning. It was clear that my client was aiming to impress who ever he was inviting from his client side.

I declined the game of golf, as I'm bloody rubbish at it, and didn't want to show myself up or my client.  I was going to decline the offer of the overnight stay, but Madam insisted that I take the opportunity to have a night out and even have a couple of drinks - but only a couple!

On Friday morning I found that Madam had packed my overnight bag for me, with a combination padlock on it. She told me that she would text me the combination once I got to the hotel.

The meeting went very well, the client was happy with my work and slightly disappointed that I would be becoming "semi retired", but hoped that I'd enjoy the evening as a thank you for all of the work we had done over the years.

At the hotel I booked in and then sent a message to Madam that I had arrived, to which I got a reply with the code for the padlock, a smiley emoji and the words "Enjoy your evening see you tomorrow morning".

When I opened the bag there was my wash bag, fresh panties and a set of hold ups clearly for the following morning to replace the ones I was currently wearing, but also a bra, stockings, suspender belt, heels and satin teddie with a note - "something to wear for the evening and to bed, send me some photos later Love Alice xxx." In the bag was the camera phone and also the selfie stick and the small tripod.

Considering that I hadn't been keen to attend the evening, it was really enjoyable evening and while there was some business chat and discussion it was a very relaxed event.  It was something that I hadn't done for a long time.

Having been fed and hosted well I went back to my room at the end of the evening to meet the requirements of Madam.

With my suit and shirt stripped off I went and retrieved the heels from the bag.  These were a pair that I don't often wear and they are not ideal for long term wearing, put them on and secured them on my ankles and then set up the camera to take a few photos.

My room was quite nice with a couple of nice chairs and a fancy table so I thought that would make a good backdrop.  What do you think?

With the photos taken and sent I headed to bed, dressed in the lovely teddie and with the stockings and suspenders making me feel very submissive and wishing I was home with Madam.

Note - I'm still topping and tailing the next post about our Christmas visitors so please bear with me.

billie xxx 

Christmas Part 1 - Discusions, Arguments, making up and uncaging

 Happy New Year from Madam and myself, we hope that you all had a good and festive Christmas break.

this is the first of 2 posts about our festive period, we thought that it was best to break it into 2 posts as there was 2 very distinct parts to our holiday.

The past year for us has had a number of ups and downs, such as Madam's promotion and also my ongoing health issues.  So it was with an element of trepidation that we all went into the christmas period with the view that it would be the first time when all 3 of us, Alice, John and myself would have time to actually sit down and talk about some of the things that needed to be voiced.

For John we needed to understand what is going on with both his work and also with his family.  At the start of the year John's company started a new contract and it was very good news for him and his workers but it took a lot of his time to ensure that things were running properly and everyone was happy.  Thankfully things have gone well and he has been able to settle into a steady routine and work pattern.

What has been a bit of a change for him however is that he has had more "demands" from his daughters, both are adults but with one of them having moved only a few miles from him and being in the process of settling down with a good job and her partner there is an element of pressure to pop round and spend time with her and "oh and by the way bring your lady friend".  As John puts it if he gets asked one more time by either of his daughters of "when he is going to get married to his 'fancy' woman" he is likely to lose his temper!  

this has been a building thing over the last couple of years and has become more of an issue over the last 12 months. Alice has met both of his daughters  at various times but these have been more by chance rather than by design.  The thing that we are all keen to do, and john especially, it to make sure that there is no expectation or assumption that the relationship is more than a physical relationship.   

Before people start to shout...Yes, We know that it is more involved and more complicated than just that, but as John puts it, his daughters and especially his ex-wife are not going to be quite as open minded as the readers of this blog, and he wants to make sure that he doesn't bring problems to us.

So What?  Well the plan is to be a bit more discrete and also to cut down the number of local public trips out. Both Alice and myself were initially concerned that things would be potentially coming to an end but this is a better solution for all of us.  None of us want John to be put in a position or to create issues with his daughters, but by the same token it was clear that John wanted to continue his part in our FLR.

The next discussion was something that I know was coming, I just wasn't quite ready for the level that it would go to.

Alice has been concerned over my health particularly over the last 2 years and the last 12 months have caused her real concern.  There is no dispute that I've had and still have problems, but she is really concerned over things with me.  Alice put her cards on the table and that was that she wants me to retire.  Walk away from everything and stay home and become the homemaker/ house husband/ submissive wife.

Alice's concern is that some of my health issues are due to me driving myself too hard, and pushing things too much. With her promotion she viewed  it that this would compensate some part of the loss of earnings and that we could manage.

Now she's right, we could get by....however there is a number of issues.

I don't want to retire.

Now this caused a bit of shock to Alice.  she thought that I would be onside with this, she had crunched the finances and she was sure that she had a solid case for me to retire once she is fully into he new job in April.

Well it's not a case that I don't want to retire, it is down to a number of things that need to be done before I can retire and with several of them they still need me to be working.  I had to explain to Alice about a number of things that needed to be done over the next 12 months, the important point is that there is some significant work that needs to be done to our house, we've been in it over 20 years and there are parts of it that need work doing to it.  Yes this is a project that is important and it will need me to be at home but it will need me to work to cover it.

There is also a couple of other things that need to be covered financially that had not be factored in by Alice, such as I was covering the costs for her Mothers home.  I explained some of the other things that I was dealing with which she was not aware of.

Finding out about these things created "a bit of an argument", while this conversation started as a Madam and billie type of chat, with Madam telling me what I was going to do it had certainly changed to a Mick and Alice heated discussion.  I think John was a bit uncomfortable with this but I managed to get things to settled down and laid out what i saw as a sensible compromise.

I have contracted work to see me through to April and early May, at that point I will wind down/close out most of my Project management roles and consultant work.  From the second half of the year I will then become Semi Retired, this will allow me to deal with the renovations and repairs that need to be done to our home.  It will also mean that I can focus on some of the less stressful elements of work while staying professionally active - training delivery, marking assessments, helping individuals with professional development.  A lot of this can be done from home or locally, it is significantly less involved and less stress.  And it also means that I can be more physically active and do more exercise locally.

I also explained that going to a "dead stop" technically and professionally would probably cause me more damage.  A managed "glide" out of work into retirement would mean that I could be better prepared for this.

Alice wasn't happy especially finding out that I was covering bills and costs for her family. it took a couple of hours to go through everything, to add context to and rationale to my plan.  Yes, I had been thinking about this and I had worked out what needed to be done.  

Yes I want to retire, yes I accept I need to change my lifestyle and this last year has involved significant changes already, but we think that we have a plan that might work.

We even discussed this blog, we all agreed that it was something that we wanted to continue doing. Will it change?  well we hope not, we don't have a plan for it to change.  So guess what? you are still going to get our mad ramblings...well as long as someone wants to read it.

The discussions took a fair bit of time and filled a lot of time for us.  we needed it and it was clear that 2024 was a year of change for all of us, but we have come through it with an outline of a plan going forward.

After such a heavy day of discussions, arguments, raised voices and compromising and lots of listening we all sat down late in the day with a couple of bottles of wine and actually realised that we had fixed and sorted most of the issues that we had.

All this was on the 23rd december and just as we finished the second bottle of wine Alice disappeared to her study and came back with the key to my chastity.  I was told to stand up and to present myself and she unlocked me.  This was a surprise, normally this would happen on Christmas morning or on Christmas eve.

But unlocked I was.  Alice then announced that she was going to bed and that she would like "both of her boys" to accompany her and to "make her feel loved." Well that isn't a request that you turn down.

I think that both John and I made sure that we made sure that by the time she fell asleep she was quite well "loved".

The following morning after Breakfast John had to leave as he was expected to be at his eldest daughters house for the Christmas period.

Alice kept me uncaged until the 28th, just before we had our first visitors - Ellie and David.  It was lovely to be uncaged and cuddling in to my wife, making sure that I looking after her needs but I knew that I would be caged and back into a more Madam and billie role before our visitors arrived.  We were also going to have Carol and Kerri visit as well and they would overlap with the young couple for the 30th and 31st December, so we had a busy house for a few days.  The next post will have more details on our visitors and what happened over that few days.  I should have that post up in the next few days.

We appreciate that this is probably one of our serious posts but we thought it was important to give some of the background to why things have been happening and why changes will be happening for us in 2025.

No matter what, we are still here and still enjoying things and enjoying our FLR, even when there are serious discussions and the occasional arguments and the making up.