Thursday Review - Spanked and humiliated

Currently I'm home alone and doing catch up with chores, house work, home related emails and added to the mix I have to do this blog post.

Madam is currently out doing some Christmas Shopping and then she heads over to Sir's as it is his company's christmas function this evening.  I may have to go and get them this evening or they may get a taxi as the venue isn't far from Sir's house.  If they stay over at Sir's then I'll go and pick them up tomorrow to bring them home for sunday dinner.

As explained in the last post we are trying to get our normal routine back and running, and to be fair we are managing it.

Thursday night was review night.  I had been back from work late in the afternoon but early enough to get changed and to be waiting for Madam with her bath ready.  I was in one of my maids uniforms and I already had the evening meal prepared and ready to go once I knew when madam wanted to eat.

When Madam got home the instructions were straight forward.  I was to change into my short maid's dress and Madam would eat before the review, I would serve her as I should and then I would eat after the review was completed.

At 8pm I presented myself at Madam's study.  I was dressed correctly and with the tutu underskirt as it holds the skirt higher and further exposes me.

As is the normal, I went through my book with the points that I had picked up and noted, faults and what I thought might get merits.  Madam made notes and ticked of in her book where things matched.  It was then the reckoning.  Madam decided that there was a need for a spanking and also 20 strokes with the paddle. Madam also pointed out that since I hadn't felt 100% earlier in the week, probably due to me trying too hard with my diet and not getting eating in balance, she viewed this as a self inflicted situation and as such I should be reminded that I need to take better more care of myself. Madam also stated that she wanted to take a few photos of my punishment.

So with the punishments decided I presented myself and received the hand spanking first, madam uses this as a way to warm my bum up first so that I'm ready for the slightly more heavier punishments.  This was followed by the 20 with the paddle.

I was told to kneel so that Madam could get a good feel of how warm my bottom was and also she played with my plug a few time.  She told me to stay in position and left me while she went to get something.

When she came back I was told to turn round and then she started to tell me off about not looking after myself properly.  I sat there while she stood over me and I was scolded in the way that a parent might tell off a child.  I simply answered with "Yes Madam", "No Madam" and "Sorry Madam".  It was pointed out that since i still hadn't fully learned my lesson from the previous weeks I would spend the night again with 'my friend David' secured in me.

Madam handed me 'David and I was told to lift the hem of dress and the underskirt and to give a comparison of my caged clit compared to the 7" of David.  Madam pointed out that if I continue to ignore her direction she may show this photo to Miss Ellie.  I was made to explain to Madam the difference between 'David' and my cage clittie and why I am cuckold.  Madam had decided that i would also have to endure some more verbal humiliations alongside my physical punishments.

I was told to turn around and present my arse to Mistress.  I was told to remove my plug and to set it to one side.  Madam had taken 'David' and was applying lube to it as I knelt and I expected her to insert it into my recently emptied hole.  That was not going to be the case.  Madam handed me the dildo and I was told to put it into myself.

As I started to insert it, Madam told me to take my time with putting 'David' into my arse, I should take time to slowly fuck myself with 'him'.  As I put 'him' into my hole I followed the instructions given by Madam, and was constantly reminded that it was me that was mounting David, that I was fucking myself with David.  

Once Madam was satisfied with my efforts and as she pointed out she didn't want me getting too carried away but just enough to be excited and frustrated, she handed me the harness that I would wear to ensure that 'David' stayed in place for the rest of the evening.

I put the harness on and adjusted it.  Madam checked that 'David' was seated correctly on the harness pad and I was then told to turn around.   

Madam made me sit down and this made 'David' push fully into me, she checked the front straps and then fitted the padlock.  I was now secure.  

I was told stand and Madam gave me a further inspection and was content that the harness was fitted correctly.

Madam handed me the keys to the padlock and I was told to take them to her bedroom and place them on the nightstand next to her bed, and that I was not to dally!

When i returned back downstairs Madam was in the kitchen and she had placed my dinner on the worktop and one of the stools next to it, she had removed the cushion from the stool and I was told that I was to sit and have my meal.  Again as I sat  down the harness pushed 'David' fully into me.  As I had my meal Madam would chat with me, she would suggest that should get up and go and get something and then come and sit back down.  Once i finished dinner I was made to wash my plate at the sink but again do it by sitting on the stool.

this was the pattern for the rest of the evening.  I would be doing some of my tasks and then be summoned to the living room and then made to sit of the stool while Madam would chat with me.  This continued until bedtime when I had to go up to her room and turn down the bed and then wait until she was ready to go to bed and only at that point was the harness unlocked.

Throughout the evening Madam continued with her verbal humiliation of me, and I'll admit I was a bit of a leaky mess by the end of it.  Madam knows exactly what she is doing and it is a fine art the way that she can humiliate me knowing what will turn me on. Is it wrong that I so love her doing this to me?

As for her showing the photos to Ellie and David?  Well it is possible, but she may not tell them the significance behind each photo...or the whole significance of it.  I probably need to be on my best behavior, and also make sure that I look after myself.

It is Madam's Orders after all!

Normal service has resumed - back to plugs, panties stockings and curtseys

 So how has the week been? well back to a routine, pretty much.

Now that is a good thing for us, due to the turmoil over the last few weeks and months.

As per Madam's last post I can assure everyone that I was thoroughly buggered and fucked with the dildo named David. By the end of my punishment Madam was remarking how easily it was in inserting into to me.  Poppet would be quite please with me I'm sure. But that ended on Friday the 29th November when we turned into vanilla people (makes us sound like the FLR equivalent of werewolves...) and  headed up to leicestershire so that Alice, her sister and Mother could have a weekend sorting things out with reference to the impending marriage of the young couple.

My job was to take my Brother in Law out of the house so that we could leave things to the women folk, I also suspect it was also to stop 'Mick the Bastard' from being too honest and being brutal when he can no longer bite his tongue!

The weekend went well.  The highlights were that my Brother in Law knows where to get a good curry.  Also it appears that he really likes David and thinks he is ideal for his Ellie, which is great news.  It seems like there was some good progress with Ellie's mother and the "hatchets", while not buried they have been put back in cupboards.  Ellie even managed to arrange a hack out (horse ride) for Ellie, her sister, mother and Alice.  It was really good to see them all go riding, almost like when the girls were youngsters, the only problem was that Alice's mother quite up to join them.  the weather even played ball and they managed to dodge most of the rain.

Back home on Sunday evening and I was back in my Maids outfit and Alice was back being the Lady of the house.  I had all of my chores to catch up with and Madam felt that I had spent too long out of lingerie.

Madam also checked to see that I had tightened up and decided that I should be plugged again so I had one of my normal butt plugs added to my uniform.

Monday was a steady day with Madam working at the local office in Milton Keynes and I was playing catch up with some of the paperwork in my office.  Madam was home at a sensible time and her maid was waiting to greet her on arrival and to let her know that her bath was ready for her.  It seems like an age since I had done this for her.  Once she was bathed, changed and down for dinner I was told to change and join her for dinner.  we chatted and then spent a good part of the evening cuddled together on the couch.

Tuesday was a steady day again with me heading out to do some work locally, thankfully none of the journey involved the M1 or M25 Motorway.  Madam had to go into London for a meeting but again we were back home at sensible times.

wednesday found me being released from my cage.  Don't panic, it was only for a couple of hours and it was for a medical appointment.  As soon as I was home I went and replaced my chastity and sent a message to Madam that I was once again caged and that the key was on her desk in the study.

 I also put myself back into panties and stockings, it is one of those things that as much as I want to be out of chastity I don't feel comfortable without being caged.  it more about desiring Madam to release me and it isn't about just getting out of the cage.  I wear the cage because Madam wants me caged and I want to please her, I only want release from the cage when she wants me out of it.  Does that make sense?

Thursday was a day with me spending the bulk of it online but working from the house as my office in the garden was bloody freezing!.  I suspect that my heater is not quite working properly, so I have have plans to deal with that next week.  But as it was I was able to catch up with emails and prepare for a few online presentations and interviews for the next couple of weeks.  Thursday also saw us having the weekly review again.  The result was that Madam decided that I should be paddled for several elements of slack work and also to spend 20 minutes in the corner while she had some Tea and read her book.

Madam is considering setting me some targets after christmas.  As part of my changes to my health and well-being I have to try and get down in weight, having lost 8kg, I'm now stuck 4kg from the target that the doctor wants.  So Madam is considering a target of a kilo a month, so that I can hit the target weight by the May bank holiday weekend.

Friday was really back to routine with Madam working local, no need to get up early for a train to London and I was focused on doing the weekend shop in the morning.  Sir was coming over for the evening and this hasn't happened for several months, mainly due to all of us being all over the place.  but as it was, Madam came home and her bath and a glass of wine was waiting for her and about 20 minutes later Sir arrived and I greeted him at the door and welcomed him in.  

He dropped his bag at the bottom of the stairs and we went into the Living room and he made me display myself to him, where he checked that I was properly caged.  he wanted to know if I was in the right frame of mind for his visit.  I told him that I was and I bobbed a curtsey to him.  I was told to get on my knees and explain to him why he had to come and spend time looking after my wife.  I knelt there and explained my inadequacies as madam's husband and that she needed the services of a man such as Sir and that I am a cuckold for my wife.

now, there is an element of theatrics but it is still humiliating kneeling in front of the man that will be fucking your wife and you have to explain to him why you are not upto the job and as such you have your small clit kept in a cage.  Just to make the point Sir told me to remove his trousers and to fluff him there in the living room so that I could get him ready to go up to meet Madam.

Yes, it was good to get back into the normal routine.

I think we all needed it and it has been a really good weekend, the weather has been rubbish but none of us have really left the house.......I wonder why?