Why do I accept Punishments?

The headline is a bit of a misleader I'm afraid, I've been asked why I allow my wife and her lover to punish me and to keep me in chastity.

Did I have an affair - No, neither of us have been unfaithful, and I would argue that even in our FLR we are not and have not been unfaithful.

Did you hit your wife and this is the punishment?  I can honestly say I have never raised my hand to my wife, raised my voice - Yes, but violence physical or implied - never!

Am I a complete wimp that I allow her to cow me into submission - No, this is a relationship and it may seem bizarre to some but it is a relationship of equals and of balance.


So lets look at things:

prior to starting this FLR many moons ago, we were in a very loving relationship, we were sexually active and adventurous in a vanilla way, a bit of role play, a bit of crossdressing, a bit of fetish and a bit of Sub/dom play.  All good healthy stuff.  But I was in a career that was good, rewarding but stressful - I was the Alpha dog in a very competitive pack

Madam was in a good job, she was being Mentored and developed by people who saw her real potential, as could I, She was learning to release the real potential and throw of the shackles of the stereotype and she was doing well.  she was developing into the Business Alpha Female.

Our relationship has always been loving but as with couples we would row and with 2 Alpha that can be loud and verbally aggressive.  With family issues we had to adjust life with us having to look after our 2 nieces for a couple of years while Alice's sister went through Cancer treatment so Alice's career was slowed to look after the girls and I took on bigger projects and roles to bring in more money to support a bigger household and to support my sister in law.

once things were sorted and family life went back to normal and the Girls went back to their Mum- after she got the thumbs up that the treatment was successful, Alice took a little bit of time to get back into her work but I was in the spiral of working in big projects and working long hours - with some of the projects being abroad.  I finally realised that the work was just taking over my life and in turn our relationship.

I sat down with Alice the summer of 1998 and told her that I needed to get off the circuit and to down scale, I was running 3 projects at the time.  Unfortunately I didn't get off the circuit quick enough.  3 months later and my world imploded and Alice found a sobbing physical and mental wreck of her husband on the floor of the kitchen.  It just was too much and I was trying too hard with things.

We went and got some help - I say we as this was very much a joint thing, there were work stresses, their was relationship issues and stress - anger, guilt, frustrations the works.

Some very good people helped me to understand what the issues were, I went through Cognitive Behaviour Therapy (CBT), Alice also went through some sessions to improve her understanding of things and what had happened to cause my problems.  It took a good 18 months to work through to the other side.  I load shedded my work but under the guidance of those that knew better than me I didn't completely stop as they felt that would have destroyed me, so 2 projects were handed over and one was delivered as completed - that took 9 months but it did the trick, I kept mentally active delivering it but in the bounds of my recovery and it helped with my self respect and kept my  reputation.

The conversation was that I would slow my work life down by only doing consultancy work, based from home.  No big projects, keep time for us as a couple, and that I would release some of my very tightly held controls to Alice and most of all release some of my tightly held emotions.

Relationship wise I made it clear in one of my CBT sessions, which Alice was present, the Nurse told me that I had to stop focussing on others and to make time for me, stop worrying about the projects, the people, the team but to think about me.  allocate time for me - I told her I couldn't do that, which took her back.

I explained to the Nurse that I was more than happy to change my focus in life but it wasn't about me, it was about Alice.  she was the thing that was important to me, she was who I loved and that the thing that bothered me the most was that I had scared the hell out of the most important person in my life.  I would change my life and the way I worked but not for me but for the person that was important and the person was Alice.

When we got home we had a very good and indepth heart to heart.  I explained that I felt that I needed to always support her, that at times I felt that I had let her down.  I also explained that while I loved her with all my heart I always felt that I wasn't her equal, if you will she was my Goddess.  as strange as it may seem she was taken aback.  I felt free having told her, during our relationship I was by nature her submissive but it seemed that those feeling had been suppressed by the work attitudes.  I didn't realise how toxic that had been and my confession was almost like a cleansing.

We talked long and we talked in real depth.  we were both honest and frank, about work, about families, about our relationship and about our sex life.  after several weeks of talking, discussions, confessions and explorations. we realised that our relationship had to change and develop.  The idea of FLR appeared.  Alice wanted to take the lead, I needed to be the follower but mores specifically be the supporter and to have the guidance to run my life in a way that would prevent the toxic nature from becoming the dominant factor.

And so it started - very slowly and over a period where I scaled back my work commitments and she developed as my partner, my Mistress and my guide.

at the same time Alice was a frustrated Alpha and she wanted to go back to work, to prove that she was as good as her boss at Leicester thought she was.  The opportunity presented itself with a promotion into one of the other branches of her company at Milton Keynes.  this came at a time that she was growing with confidence in our relationship and the two things complemented each other.

Alice had met Carol and was learning about FLR and how to be a Dominant, but in life and in the home.

Sexually the stress and the breakdown had destroyed my confidence but Alice had worked with me to get that back, but it worked best with me in the submissive role.  I knew things were lacking but we compensated and took more time about things.  I became more oral focussed for her and fore play was the big important part.  Alice realise that I hadn't lied when I said that she was my focus in life as she certainly realised that her sexual satisfaction was my prime focus when in bed.

So the FLR has been developing for 18-19 years now, it is well established and continues to develop, so lets answer the questions:

The Female Lead Relationship provides me the structure to my control and guides my life for the best of my mental and physical health.  It isn't a punishment it is a focus.  If you want, the affair that I had was with my toxic work life, but now things are in balance.

The physical and mental damage was due to me over working and damaging myself, but the hurt that I caused to Alice was the emotional shock and hurt of finding me broken and in bits.  it took time to convince her that none of the problems were due to her.

Am I a wimp - no I'm her submissive.  I can hold my own, I can still put contractors and Project Managers in their box when I want to but I chose to be my wife's submissive.  I chose to support her in her career and to fully embrace the FLR that she wants and needs - and that I need.

My Chastity - yes it is frustrating but it allows me to be fully focused on my Mistress, on pleasing her and serving her.  Not my needs but her's.

And as for the "punishments", they aren't punishments they are just reminders and incentives to improve my performance or to correct my errors.

(the only thing that I view as a punishment is when I'm put in the dog cage in the attic or at Mistress Carols!!)

So pretty much I don't have punishments, I have structure, guidance and focus, but most of all I have a Wife and a Mistress that I love and adore and who loves and looks after me (and that doesn't sound like punishment to me!)

Kind regards

billie xxxxx

Last Saturday - Being exposed

I started the day with the need to get cleaned up, having been used by Sir, I could appreciate why Madam would spend time soaking in the Bath on Saturday and sunday mornings.

Back into my maids outfit for the day I started to tidy up the living room and the kitchen.  We have newspapers delivered at the weekend and they are put into the mail box that we have by the gate.  so at 7.30am I minced my way to the gate to collect them.  There has been a few times when I've been spotted by a passing car which can be quite alarming - it's surprising how fast I can move on 4" heels!

Sir had his papers and coffee delivered to the bedroom and I was required to "orally wake him up".  once he was happy that he was fully awake I was dismissed and went to get Breakfast ready for Sir when he came down at 9.30.

As per the night before I serve breakfast and stepped back to wait for any requirements from Sir.  I was directed to put on the radio and to refill the coffee.  Once I cleared the breakfast plate away Sir continued to read his paper with the coffee but also simply moved forward on his seat and undid his flys.  "Billie get a cushion and deal with this while I finish the papers."  all very matter of fact.

Once Sir was content with my service and he had finished his paper. he withdrew from my mouth and told me to tidy up - again all very matter of factually.

The rest of the day fell into the normal type of routine that we have.  I went about my duties and with a bit of time spare went and did some paperwork while sir watch some sport.

Late in the afternoon I was summoned to the lounge.

"billie, we will be going out for a drive later, make sure your make up is at it's very best, also wear your new skirt and blouse.  I think Alice has put some items for you in the bottom drawer. The items were bagged in the bottom drawer and were mainly one of my waist clinchers, knickers and an old pair of ankle boots, they had a 3 inch block heel.

I'll be honest I wasn't looking forward to this, I've driven fully en-femme plenty of times but I wasn't sure what was on the cards this time.

I spent time working on the make up - this isn't natural for me and I have to spend time applying and reapplying to make sure that I don't get too much on and look like a really bad (and I mean really bad!) drag queen or either looking like a scary clown!  The watch phrase was "less is more".  I dressed in the underwear, padded bra with the cheap inserts that I have, clincher holding up my opaque stockings, knickers over the top. Blouse, skirt, boots and then add a wide belt between blouse and skirt.

Jewellery added, rings, but there was no point adding the ankle chain considering the ankle boots would have hidden it. adjust the Wig and  a check in the mirror and I thought that I would pass - just!  I picked up the clutch purse and headed down stairs and back to the lounge.

I was looked over with a critical eye.  My new clothes were checked and the indication was that they were suitable.  I was asked for my phone and Sir removed the plain black cover and a pink one and I was told to put it in the small clutch purse.

I was told to fetch Alice's Fawn rain coat, a short mac type jacket and to put it on.  Sir made it clear that I was not to button it up, and when I put it on it came to mid thigh on me and about an inch above the hem of the skirt.

Sir picked up my car keys and I was ushered out and headed to my car.  sir opened the passenger side and I tried to get in as elegantly as I could without showing my knickers, well as best you can when getting into a Skoda Fabia!

Sir got into the drivers side and we headed out.  I had now idea where we were heading to we drove round for about 20 minutes having small talk, and then we stopped twice for me to get out and stand next to a couple of road signs and have my photo taken - Madam wanted proof that I had been out dressed.

after about another 15 minutes we were heading down a lane and Sir stopped the car next to a Foot path that led into the Rushmere Country Park.

"Ok billie, time to get out. "

I looked panicked.  "Yes, out you get dear!"  I opened the door and swung my legs out and then stood up.

"Oh very elegant sissy, you've mastered that then.  Now head down the track and it will take you to the visitors centre at the main carpark in the country park, from there you need to head into the village (Heath and Reach) and then go to The Star up at Heath road.  If you don't dawdle too much I'll be waiting in the car park. - Oh yes one last thing take your knickers off and pass them here" Sir held out his hand.

I was stood at the side of the road dressed in a short trench coat over a blouse and skirt and I reached under the skirt and pulled my knickers down and stepped out of them and passed them to Sir.  I was glad that the light was starting to fade.

Sir popped the panties into his jacket pocket and pulled the door closed and pulled the car away to continue down the lane.

I pretty much knew this path into the park having both walked and run the route on quite a few occasions.  the park is a lovely place to visit but this evening it held a set of unknown terrors for me.  I started down the path.  Thankfully the ground was firm and my wider heel was alright for walking this way.

It is a strange feeling walking on your own dressed, while there is a feeling of terror for being discovered it is really rather liberating.  The park can be busy all year round at any times.  I was banking on the fact that at this time of the evening the park would be quieter.  getting to the Pub would be more problematic as the village is well lit with street lights and I know how busy the pub could be on a Saturday having dropped Sir and Madam off there several times.

walking in heels with short skirt does mean that you can't really stride out but I certainly wasn't mincing along.  The walk was quite pleasant but I did have to slow down a little as I got near to the visitor centre car park as a couple taking their kids for a walk were just ahead of me and clearly on their way back to their car.

I skirted the edge of the car park and aimed to pick up the path that then followed the road from the visitors centre down to the entry barriers down by the road to the village.  just as I was crossing the overflow carpark heading for this path my phone went off.

Part of me had been expecting Sir to call, to check on my progress.  However it turned out to be Madam.

"hello dear, how are you?  John says you are out getting some fresh air?"

"Yes Ma'am, Sir dropped me off outside Rushmere and I've to walk to The Star pub."

"So where are you at the moment?"

"I've just passed the visitor centre Ma'am"

"Show me!"

the call was cut off and I received an incoming Skype call.  here I was in a car park near a country park visitor centre dressed in a short skirt having a skype call with my Mistress Wife.  Madam wanted to see where I was and also how many cars were in the car park.  she couldn't quite see me properly so I was told to move towards the lights of the main car park.  once there Madam made me hold the phone so that she could see what my outfit was.

she commented that the coat did suit me but she would probably get me one of my own rather than using hers.

"what colour are your panties billie?"

"I'm not wearing any" I said in quite hushed tones for fear that someone may be listening.

"Oh you slutty tart! show me!"

On Madam's direction I held the phone out and with my other hand I raised the hem of the skirt to show my stockings tops and the exposed metal of the cage.

"Oh dear, you are such a tart, going commando in the park, that's not very lady like is it dear?"

"No Ma'am"

"well don't let me keep you, you have an appointment at a pub, you could probably do with a stiff brandy before you go home - Watch out for the Bar man at the Star, he's definitely a leg and stockings man, he may take a fancy to you!"

"I hope not! I just want to go home when I get to the car!"

Madam, laughed, blew me a kiss and wished me a good night and signed off with "Love You!"

with that I hurried away from the lit area and put my phone back into the clutch purse.

there was several cars that passed me on the way out of the park.  but my walk into the village was a hurried affair from me. I had a choice to follow the main road up to the junction and then head up Leighton Road towards the Star or to go through the housing areas.  with it now dark but the roads all lit with street lighting I decided to go through the housing streets.

Now it became very apparent there was going to be a significant difference with this part of the walk.  my walk so far had been on tracks - earth sand and gravel.  I was now onto Tarmac paths and my shoes and their heels were giving a a clear "clip" as I walked along.  anyone that was paying attention would now be hearing a hurried "clip clip" as I worked my way through the streets heading to my destination.

it was also at this point that I started to realise that it was bloody cold.  despite my fear and adrenaline and the efforts of walking at pace in heels I could feel the cold on my thighs above the stockings and also around my un panty clad bum.

I zigzagged my way through the streets and came out near the top end of Leighton Road, I headed south and walked on to where it change to Heath Road.  I could see the sign for the pub and parked just up from it at the side of the road - under a street light -  was  my car.  I quickened my pace and crossed the road and headed to the car.

As I got to the car Sir opened the window and I crouched down to look in at him.

" Can I get in please sir?"

"straighten your legs sissy!, now ask nicely"

" Please Sir, may I get in please."  I was quite conscious that he I was leaning into a car window with straight legs with my short skirt riding up at the back exposing my stocking tops outside a pub.

"Alright Slut but it will cost you!"  with that the door was unlocked and I quickly got in.

I got in and fastened the seat belt and with that Sir started to laugh.

"Bloody hell billie, the look on your face! come on lets get home, you look like you've had a bit too much excitement on your travels!"

I think that the journey home was one where I was just starting to calm down and to get my heart rate back to a normal pace.  I didn't realise just how fast it had been beating until I got into the car.

I was never so glad to come through the gates of our garden and to park up.

Sir, helped me out of the car and once back in the house he took my coat and told me to go into the lounge and relax.  Sir came and joined me and handed me a Whisky and Ginger.

"Billie, we pushed you a bit tonight, Alice wanted to see how you would do, while having me as the bad guy in this, but you did really well.  Alice wants you to do a bit more of going out and about but I don't think it will be quite so drastic as this evening."

"I think her next outing for you will be with Kerri down in London, where I think you'll be a bit more 'comfortable' with being out dressed."

To be honest while the walk outside was scary it was also quite enjoyable.  I managed it without going into a complete panic and there was an element of freedom with it.  now I'm never going to pass as female and to be honest I don't want to.  I like being Femme for my Madam and Sir and I do get a thrill out of it so it will be interesting to see where this goes.  

I'm sure that there will be more of this to come, but as it was the Saturday night was finished with Sir and me relaxing in the lounge and several drinks to ensure that that we slept well that night (despite a bit of a disturbance in my room at about 2am when a visitor couldn't sleep and decided that he would wake me up with his cock!)

   

New Chastity Cage.

Well it has been bedlam in our lives over the last couple of weeks and hence no postings.  It had been hoped that we would have had a quiet week where I was working away for a few days over the last 3 weeks and this would have allowed me to get a few posts done and to do a few other things ready for Christmas.

Unfortunately things just didn’t work out that way.  My projects suddenly required a lot more hands on involvement after one of the client’s staff fucked things up – sorry can’t sugar coat it , it was a pretty big issue and it took a good bit of time to un pick and put right.  So lots of long days and a good few late nights.  But a significant bonus so we should have a good Christmas on that!

Madam’s work also became busy with one of her team going off sick and another starting maternity leave, thankfully her bosses have provided some additional staff as replacements but they have taken a bit of time to train up.

The one bit of stability has been Master.  John has taken up the reins and helped with things, which just goes to show that this relationship thing does kinda works!

So what has happened with us so far, well I now have a new chastity device, a small metal cage with integral lock.  The plan had been to wear it for short periods to get used to it such as during the day and then switch back to the CB6000s for the evenings and nights but the extended period of time away with work has meant that I have been wearing it full time.

The Back ring is 50mm diameter but it is slightly ovalled and hinged but it is quite a good size for me.  The only addition that has been added since coming back has been some rubber tubing over the hinged joint.

The cage itself is 40mm long, and 32mm internal diameter.  This is shorter than the CB6000s and tighter but it is a far better fit for me.  The cage also forces my penis downwards and it sits tight against my testicles.  It is surprisingly comfortable for long term wear and I got used to wearing it at night quicker that I had expected.

With it being an open cage it is also easier for me to keep myself clean with it, which is handy when you are away from home and also so long into your chastity period.

This is also the first chastity that we have had with an integral/ hidden lock.  It is quite a change not having a padlock knocking on the top of a device or having to use an elastic band to stop it from bouncing around.

Madam and Sir both like the look and the way it confines me and have commented about how they are happy that it keeps me small but displayed.  There is certainly no denying things with this cage I am definitely the beta with the small penis in the relationship.

Master's Cuckolding conditions for billie

The original of this was was posted in August 2017 on the old blog but it is worth posting again.  I've removed the general blog chat that set up the original blog entry but the main part is below:

  

Early in our FLR, Madam and I discussed the prospect of Madam having an affair.  It was genuinely a 2 way conversation.  with my health condition at the time, I physically struggled to perform for madam and for myself.  Also with Madam's conversations with Mistress Carol she was interested in Cuckolding me.  but all within controlled boundaries and rules. 

Madam is 5 years younger than me and I knew that she was missing a sex life, just as I was but we needed to refocus and to get ourselves sorted.  When we moved down from Leicestershire to here, south of Milton Keynes, it was a new start for us, Madam started to use her maiden name and used the title of Ms.  when she started working at her new job, she made no indication that she was married. 

She went on a couple of girls nights out and had a some success in on having the occasional one night stand.  However Madam wanted something a bit more stable.  she met "George" through a singles group and that started a 6 year relationship.  George was aware that she was married and once she was comfortable with the way their relationship was running she invited him and I to meet.  He was a nice guy, very good for Madam.  but he made it clear that he wasn't comfortable with some of the aspects of the FLR.  Not that he wanted to change parts of it, just that he felt that was a thing between Madam and me and not him.  He certainly was not interested in any participation on my part in their relationship, but he did understand what we did and he really got the reasons behind it 

Madam and George had a very good relationship and it only came to an end when he had to move due to work.  He was heading out to the States and it looked like it was a big step up for him and it would have been stupid for him not to have taken the promotion and job.  So Madam was free and "single" again. 

by this point in time there were several internet sites and groups for dating.  After a few false starts and one disaster she meet John, who would become Master. 

John had married early and had 2 daughters but the marriage broke down, quite badly and John spent quite a few years battling with his ex wife.  John's view was that he wanted a physical relationship but without the marriage aspect.  He had found it with the swingers sites (but that can be limited apparently when you are a single male) and also with a few websites that dealt with Married women wanting affairs. 

John had been involved with a couple that were into the cuckolding scene, but the husband in that relationship was what gets termed a "Stag" - he encourages his wife to have the affair and either gets off on her telling him about it or in watching it.  From what John has told us there was no D/s element to it at all. 

Madam was upfront with John about our FLR and that she was my Dominant and that I was her submissive.  She also explained that I was in chastity most of the time and that I had some elements of feminisation applied.  she also explained the humiliation side of things to him. 

Apparently this sparked some interest with John as it was significantly different from his previous cuckolding experience.  John did a bit of research, the internet can be a gold mine and cess pit of information, and he asked to meet me. 

We all meet for dinner and had a chat over things as Alice, Mick and John.  John started to understand the difference between Mick and billie and also the dynamic between Alice and Mick and between Madam and billie.  After that meeting John asked for a face to face meeting with Mick, no Alice involvement.  We had a good chat, quite open and it was clear that John had done quite a bit of homework.  I was asked to be honest about my relationship with Alice and how I felt with Alice going out with John.  He wanted to know about my sexuality, he wanted to know about my relationship with Mistress Carol and kerri. 

John was also very open with his view on life and was very comfortable with answering my questions - I liked the guy and I still do (we play the occasional game of squash and we are both incredibly rubbish at golf but do enjoy a short 9 hole game every now and again).  we left that meeting with John saying that he had quite a lot to think about and he now had a better understanding on the relationships and the strength on Alice and Micks marriage. 

About a week later I had a call from John, could I meeting him at his Office, just after work, as he wanted to discuss how he wanted to proceed with the relationship with Alice, but also with Mick/billie.  Looking back now I can see why it was done this way, I was in his office, on his "turf" and he was about to issue the terms of his "contract" to enter into our relationship. 

John would become Alice's boyfriend, John had no problem with Alice and Mick's relationship (he had one stipulation and I'll cover that shortly) but billie would have several conditions applied to him and they would require to be implemented prior to John coming to our house. 

John asked Mick to purchase a small jewellery box to be given to Alice as a gift and in it he would like me to place my wedding ring and to give it to Alice, Alice could then place her engagement and wedding rings in the box together.  John's thinking was that Alice and he would be boyfriend/ girlfriend but Alice and Mick would still be very much married and having the rings all together would be a symbol of that union.  A nice touch and I did get it, even though it would appear she was single by not wearing rings I got the symbolism of the rings being together.  

For billie things would be some what different. 

As far as John was concerned he would only accept one male in the house when he came over to be with Alice, and as the Alpha male that would be him, he wanted billie to be firmly in place as the beta.  John would be referred to as Master or Sir at all times, just as I use Madam or Mistress when engaging with Alice. 

billie must be subservient and submissive to Master at all times, unless directed by Mistress. 

billie will always be in chastity when Master in in attendance.  billie will always meet master at the door of the house and invite him in. 

Master may require billie to demonstrate his subservience.  There will be no direct eye contact with Master, unless ordered to. 

Billie would be required to be in female clothing at all times when Master is around, if out in public I must have female underwear on. 

Master fully intends to emasculate billie infront of Mistress and should be prepared to provide oral and be taken anally.  this can be at any time and as such billie must ensure that he is clean and available to be used. 

If billie is to be in attendance during Master and Madam's love making and sex and required to do clean up then Master must have his cock cleaned first.  Billie must be prepared to carry out fluffing duties and/or to assist in putting Master into Mistress. 

Master can punish billie, but only at the request of Madam.  This helped me to understand that John knew the D/s relationship was based on Madam and me and that he was being invited into the relationship, but when it came to details John understood the FLR had primacy.

Master would help and assist Madam in my humiliation, but would not compromise our situation with Family, friends and work. 

billie must be prepared to be regularly humiliated and emasculated by Master, so that Master is sure that billie understands his position in the relationship. 

Master would now be Madam's Boyfriend and as such he would be socialising with her in the local area.  billie was to stop socialising with Madam in any local restaurants and bars.  Master wanted the ability to take his girlfriend for meals  and nights out without any embarrassment to him or to Madam.  If billie wished to take Madam out for an evening then it would have to be done further a field (London). 

billie will be required to drive Madam and Master out on their local dates and collect them at the end of the evening. 

billie does not have the right to be present when Master and Madam make love and have sex, he will be informed if his presence will be required and also he will be directed on what he is to do - sit and watch, face the wall or actively participate. 

There were other requirements but these were the main ones, these were all accepted and became the foundation of having Master in the relationship and it does work.  these have evolved and increased but it meant that Alice had a boyfriend and I now had a Mistress and Master. 

The final aspect was that all 3 of us would have a health check and confirm that we were STD free as Master and Mistress had decided that the relationship would progress on to being without condoms, she would still be on the pill, but I would also be required to used without condoms, once the checks came through as OK we were a committed relationship of three.  Alice had always used condoms with her previous partners and when I'm at Mistress Carol's there is always condoms used (with kerri and Mistress Carol's partner - but generally I'm only ever used orally by Master Daniel) 

And so it all started

A good supplier of Stockings

Friday last week saw me working up near Mansfield with a client that was having problems with preparing a contract. I had done some work for him here at home and it was just a case of delivering my work to him and taking him through what had been done and how to putting it all together in one document - a straight forward bit of work.  Up there for 8.30 and then finish by 1pm and on my way home.

However I took the opportunity to divert into a place in Sutton-in-Ashfield and pick up some stockings for Madam.

We had come across this company purely by chance in 2013 when one of the local lingerie shops that we use for stockings stopped keeping them in stock and in particular we wanted some Fully  Fashioned stockings.

we came across the company "Silky Sensations" on the web and they could supply a whole range of tights and stockings and in particular Fully Fashioned and Re-enforced Heel and Toe (RHT) stockings.  The prices were very good and we thought that we would take a chance and ordered some.  As I was working on a job in Sheffield that week I collected the order.

we were initially worried about the price being low so the quality would reflect that, but it wasn't the case.  the quality was fantastic and both Madam and I were really pleased with them particularly the FF Stockings for Madam and the RHT for me.

one of the problems that we had was that we lost the email and the website details so when we wanted to get some replacements we couldn't find out who we go them from, we knew that the company was near Mansfield, and to be honest that diverted us from the real location.

eventually last week Madam found the company again and we made contact with them.  Still trading and still working from the same premises in Sutton-in-Ashfield.

https://silky-sensation-fg-packing.business.site/

https://www.ebay.co.uk/str/silkysensation

I gave them a call and had a chat with the owner, Frank, I explained that we had looked at the website which was quite bare of information and also had a look at the ebay shop.  there was some good items there but I gave a call to make sure that he had the FF stockings That Madam was after.

I had a good chat with Frank the owner, basically the company's main business is dyeing the stockings and tights for all of the main manufacturers and he purchases some of the stock for selling on - either branded or un branded.

The FF stockings and the RHT stockings are excellent, they are un branded but really fine and Madam is really impressed by them, with a price under £10 each (Frank will do a price for you based on how many you purchase)  they are excellent, the only difference to purchasing a branded pair such as GIO is that they have not been steam ironed flat but that doesn't really matter once you put them on.

I picked up 4 pairs of Charnos Elegance Plain Top stockings for £3.50 per pack and they are brilliant.

The so what from this is, if you are looking for good quality stockings or tights then don't over look this company - Silky Sensations, also give Frank a call and discuss what you want as he has a lot of stock that isn't on the ebay page or if you are looking for something special or different he can either get it or has it in stock and from our couple of orders with him he does a very good price.

Contact:
Frank Leicester  on 01623 554782

silky-sensation-fg-packing

Mansfield Road

Sutton in Ashfield

NG17 4FN

United Kingdom

01623 554782

Interesting Article that Madam found on Chastity

Madam came across this article last night

http://cuckoldhusbandobediencetraining.tumblr.com/post/177825196127/chastity-and-orgasm-control-the-28-day-cycle

while it is different to what we do she could see the merits of it.

I don't think that it will change Madam's plans for me in the short to medium term...

Sunday Breakfast in Madams Bed

As normal for a Sunday morning I went Madam's bedroom at 8 O'clock to wake her and Master for the day.  I knocked gentle but it was clear that both her and Master were very much awake, as they were clearly making love together.

Normally I would excuse myself and carry on with my other morning duties but Madam called me and directed that I should join them.

I was told to remove my maid uniform and the wriggle under her into the 69 position and to provide oral to her as Master continued to penetrate her.

even though they have been together for 6 years now and I have seen Master make love and fuck Madam, being in this position under my Mistress and being faced with Master's cock still overawes me.  Master is significantly bigger than me and being so close to it filling my Mistress fills me with so many emotions.

Master doesn't even break stride with his fucking of Madam and I lick at her.  As he comes he pushes fully into her and I get to watch as his balls tighten and his cock pulses as his semen is forced into her.  He holds her tight until he finishes and as he slowly withdraws his cock I see it leave Madam's open pussy with it's semen covering and Master simply tells me to "clean it!".

I take Master's cock in my mouth and start to lick and suck it clean.  when he is content he withdraws it and can see that his cum is now starting to appear at Madam's opening.

"billie be a good cuckold and clean your Mistress, you need a good bit of breakfast to start the day!" and as I started to lick Master's dripping cum from my wonderful Mistress I hear both of them chuckle at my continued emasculation.